kill the drama.: 09/01/2004

physics, english, bio, and TOK homework will never be finished. weekend booked solid. birthday party on saturday plus concert sunday. and the used on FUSE tomorrow. blehhh. lmao i have nothing against guys dressing gay-ish.

Angrylittleme [12:33 AM]: same fing
misha9188 [12:34 AM]: fing?
Angrylittleme [12:34 AM]: fing
Angrylittleme [12:34 AM]: thing
misha9188 [12:34 AM]: u immigrant
Angrylittleme [12:34 AM]: fing
Angrylittleme [12:34 AM]: LOL

i talked on the phone with the muffin man for 2 1/2 hours and it was good times. 3/4 emo and 1/4 everything else lmao. i think i needed that ranting session cuz i havent had a proper one in a while. thanks misha you rule at life. i was going to do a long rambling think based on the convo but ill spare you all the pain. just keep in mind im over him misha let the swarms eat him all up lol. anyway thats about it. fuck being drunks and sluts and liars and ditzyflirts just to fit in and have friends cuz youre being idiots.

im listening to petes interview with iDobi radio from a few months ago and its making me really really happy to an extent when i realized this was during the mest tour and before the warped tour chaos. le sigh. i love fall out boy. two years in april suckas.

my room is a deathtrap. my cell rang a few seconds ago and on the way to pick it up/find it, i tripped over two pairs of jeans, a blowdryer, a bag, and a sampler. hrm ill clean up after my cold goes away. i think my mom got me sick or something cuz i keep on sniffling like mad and i look sick all the time.

fuck me i have a unisverse article due tomorrow.

chris from punchline wrote a letter address to my mother (cuz her name was the name on the credit card) thanking her for buying the punchline dvd. he enclosed a sticker and a basketball card and i started laughing cuz i thought the letter looked like a 10 year old wrote it. sighs but it made my day. in addition to sleeping in first and second period.

in the AP issue with the Used, theres a picture fo FOB along with reader feedback, and one of them is no other than TRANETTE! i didnt even see the name cuz of that fucking font AP uses! hers was the best and most constructive comment def.

i think thats it.

Brasileaira 212 [7:35 PM]: lol, wuts 89 days?
JennieE1250 [7:35 PM]: 89s days till i see fall out boy again
JennieE1250 [7:35 PM]: WOOT
Brasileaira 212 [7:35 PM]: lol
Brasileaira 212 [7:35 PM]: a lil obsessed r we?
JennieE1250 [7:35 PM]: not obsessed
JennieE1250 [7:35 PM]: just really badly excited
Brasileaira 212 [7:36 PM]: lol
Brasileaira 212 [7:36 PM]: how many times have u seen them?
JennieE1250 [7:36 PM]: uh
JennieE1250 [7:36 PM]: 8?
JennieE1250 [7:36 PM]: dunno
JennieE1250 [7:36 PM]: well try and make it bump up to 10 on this tour cuz its during winter break
Brasileaira 212 [7:37 PM]: lol
Brasileaira 212 [7:37 PM]: do u plan to chase them up n down the east coast?
JennieE1250 [7:37 PM]: lol probably
JennieE1250 [7:37 PM]: manhattan, new jersey (2) long island, connecticut, upstate ny
JennieE1250 [7:37 PM]: roadtrip, baby
Brasileaira 212 [7:38 PM]: lol, i think u r the official groupie
Brasileaira 212 [7:38 PM]: minus the sex part
JennieE1250 [7:38 PM]: ur the second person whose called me that today lol
JennieE1250 [7:38 PM]: LOL
JennieE1250 [7:38 PM]: nice
JennieE1250 [7:38 PM]: thank you
Brasileaira 212 [7:38 PM]: hehe

i was thoroughly amused i was called a FOB groupie twice today. assuming fools. i had a good day today. highlights are fun but we wont elaborate. we saw a movie in history and it was by far the best history period weve had this year SO FAR these two or three weeks. ive become a UNIS-UN nerd but it doesnt show. uh.. im slacking and its not even mid-week.

"SK8ER BOY" if hilary duff plays the ballerina i will die of laughter. like really. and i was watching TRL and she described her new album as 'rockish, edgy, punky, cuz thats what i liked to listen to'. god...

with the exception of my impending math test first period tomorrow, i have a pretty good schedule tomorrow. i have gym (=volleyball=good) and were watching a video in history rather than listening to ehly talk forever. fuck i dont have my computation book for physics. fuuuck.

89 days suckas.

IM NOT OK RIGHT NOW. fuck this shit. this CMJ MUSIC SHOWCASE BUSINESS WITH A MILLION BANDS PLAYING ALL OVER NYC AND I AM MISSING MOST OF THEM CUZ ILL HAVE TO PICK LIKE ONE PLACE TO GO TO?!

http://www.cmj.com/marathon/showcase.php

punchline is playing with gym class heroes and the academy (is..). saves the day is playing with northstar and say anything. scanning the link i see anadivine, the beautiful mistake, coheed and cambria, early november, HELLOGOODBYE AND HIDDEN IN PLAIN VIEW, i can make a mess like nobodys business, straylight run, etc.

this is not cool. this is one of those over the top instances where you just want to cry cuz you cant take it. too much info and many possiblities. oh and btw, its applying to the law of concerts. all good shows are on mon-thursday or sundays out of state.

do they find this funny? tormenting us? ooh look -taunt taunt- you cant see a whole bunch of your favorite bands cuz youve got, what? HOMEWORK?! its like warped but in my face cuz its alll around me in manhattan.

ranting is fun cuz ur not really making sense.

eye sex
Makupbag [12:57 AM]: hah sure take ur time
Makupbag [12:57 AM]: it can wait till whenever
Makupbag [12:58 AM]: i just have to close my eyes
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: to prettify ur book
Makupbag [12:58 AM]: and he's there.
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: LMAO
Makupbag [12:58 AM]: lol yea i know
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: lol im laughing
Makupbag [12:58 AM]: lol me too

i spent 2 or 3 hours on english and 1 or 2 hours on physics and i swear my eyes are about to pop out of my head. bio will have to wait for tomorrow night. i had a potato for dinner cuz i had no time to sit and eat. head throbbing. have to do my chinese essay. need to shower. no time *TWITCH* i love you all in case i die lol.

crunch time. 2 tests to study for: physics and bio. the scarlet letter final chapters due. chinese essay.

should be good times.

sunday = homework the entire day. forget about tv shows and eating, i have to do so much shit. egh.

i got back from the slowest wedding banquet EVER with the most food EVER and wanted to throw up from the mass amounts i ate that were held in the stomach that was SQUISHED by my damn 'corset' top. it was not fun. i spent the night mixing white wine into my sprite and tonic water (random fact: gin and tonic is hella good) and my mom didnt find out till after i had gone thru a cup or so. funny funny stuff.

i need to get my damn priorities straight and forget about things.

im dressing up for my dads second cousins daughters wedding. so my mom decided to slut me up a bit. im wearing a black skirt. and this pink top that looks like im wearing half a corset. and since im not big on showing off my legs im wearing stockings. and all i can do is start longingly at my sweatpants and tshirt. SIGHS.

garden state is creating problems.other problems include when the fuck im goiing to do my HW.

cuz you gotta have faith....
real quick: theres this new kid in my grace named... i dont rem his name. but i SWEAR HE LOOKS LIKE GEORGE MICHAEL WHEN HE WAS YOUNGER. with the glasses and five oclock shadow in the making. ahh. well he looks like those pix on the VH1 special.

i was trying on some dress clothes from my closet and i made the horrible realization that i do truly have the longest torso in the world and the shortest legs. its funny until u realize only like 4 of ur pretty little shirts are long enough to go to my 'hip' and the rest are almost belly shirts and if i wore them id feel skanky. ITS SUCH A PROBLEM. therefore i need to clear out most of my closet and get new clothes.

on another note. my weekend agenda:
-study for physics test
-study for math test
-study for bio test
-chinese essay on who the hell cares what
-see garden state if possible
-finish the scarlet letter
-clear out my closet
-get haircut
-go to some second cousins wedding
-clean my desk some more
-organize concert schedule

and thats about it i think.

i was watching say anything with my mom when i guess i fell asleep or something cuz the next thing i know i see credits. i hate being in a daze of half conciousness. and then you snap out of it and suddenly your out again. it KILLS ME.

i wish there were more lloyd doblers on this damned earth.

thank god its friday. i couldnt take school this week for some odd reason and badly need sleep. ill be in bed all of saturday if im not plotting xmas presents *cough*.

double bio: watched a movie and watched a woman give birth. oh dear. we were all like 'adoption is a good thing you know...' oy. i think rahat is going to burn me the new green day cd. then had math and chinese. aishas studybook will rule your asses once i get my color printer hooked up. we spent chinese class talking about beer thats 65% alcohol in china vs. 5% alcohol in like hieniken. rahda had a huge stick up her ass when she made us go back inside and eat. bastards. blah blah english class. necla and i were laughing uncontrollably when we were supposed to be working on scarlet letter stuff. something about a cousin of a llama called a viruna or something lmao. physics im going to fail.

apres l'ecole, i went to my eye doctor and got there at 3:30ish and left at 6:30. go figure. they had to dilate myeyes which is why im half blind and not quite there. i was supposed to see GARDEN STATE with haifa and aisha but plans got fucked over without me knowing till the last minute. everyone went to go see pretty young things that i wanted to see but not today. bastards. scorn.

simple plan needs to go back to canada and leave our bands alone.

i have to get back into real updating mode rather than these sporadic mini updates.

yesterday
so after a shit day of school i went to FUSE with tima and aisha. riana was supposed to be there but she went to go see green day down at J&R. tiggs was there (haha unexpected) and her friend... who we know from shows. hrm. so we hung out, watched matchbook practice inside, and got herded into the holding cell area lol. there was a really cute guy there. yeah. anyway. they split up matchbook hardcore and SIMPLE PLAN HARDCORE (lol). josh the tech guy is hilarrrriioous. in the room there was this obnoxious loud girl who kept killing jokes and making comments like 'im REALLY DEPRESSED' and stuff. it got annoying. so they let us in and set us up by the stage; tima and i were right in front of andy and judas' mics. when they did a test applause for matchbook we all went insane. and then when theyre like 'and simple plan!' you hear like 2 'whooos' and polite applause. lol. after a bit matchbook came on and did 'promise'. YAY FOR THAT. during the break FUSE played 'lean back' by fat joe and ryan and andy started doing very attitude driven lean back dancing. i laughed quite a bit. andy did this cool jerky thing with his guitar. i loved it. and the interview was amusing. watch the tape of it and ull see. after a bit later they did 'my eyes burn' even tho i thought theyd do something more like greatest fall or playing for keeps. oh well it was most excellent anyway.

they moved us to the interview circle area and brought out simple plan. i was unusually happy cuz this little MTV kanuk band was coming up and tima aisha and i were soo amused at the idea of getting pix with them lol. the bald one slapped my hand. i told him canada rocks. and hes like thank you it does, doesnt it? me: most definantely. during a commercial i pointed out to chuck the signs outside made by 12 year old girls with blue bangs and their mommies holding their hands. real sign: 'YOUR SOOOO HOT!!!!'. wow i couldnt believe ppl really did that. someone else wrote on paper 'youre so hot i want to spread you on a cracker and eat you for dinner' which confused chuck and was like thats not for me... some other girls wrote the 'rub a dub song' and it was sad. theyre nice guys i guess. lots of SP fans in the house woot woot. they spoke some french and talked about fergie of the black eyed peas and other amusing things.

when we left david from SP came out and waved bye to me like i did to him. and i got a pic ofhis skinny ass lol. went around to the back and got pix with JUDAS and talked to him for like 30 seconds about warped. it was nice. i love matchbook.

Makupbag [12:44 AM]: btw
Makupbag [12:44 AM]: i dled
Makupbag [12:44 AM]: lean back
Makupbag [12:44 AM]: by fat joe
Angrylittleme [12:44 AM]: oh no....
Angrylittleme [12:45 AM]: lmao rem ryan and andy??
Makupbag [12:45 AM]: so i could dance like matchbook romance
Makupbag [12:45 AM]: lololol
Angrylittleme [12:45 AM]: lol exactly
Makupbag [12:45 AM]: wait hold on im me in a sec to see away
Angrylittleme [12:45 AM]: ok
Angrylittleme [12:45 AM]: oy.
Auto response from Makupbag [12:45 AM]: matchobook romance does the rockaway. now lean back.
Angrylittleme [12:45 AM]: lol i saw that before

today.
nothing really interesting. PE was ok. i couldnt play to save my life for some off reason. math my calculator was being a shit. we had an inclass essay on 19th century europe and stuff and none of us could concentrate cuz siefrings class was having a bday party of him and being really loud and singing and i wanted to kill somebody. caroline was like 'after class im going to find cami and attack her'. mrs ehly went to the class to tell them to shut the fuck up but that didnt help. i wrote the worst essay ive ever written cuz i couldnt think. randy and i had it really bad cuz we were next to the window also, so from one side we had screaming children and then more screaming children in a larger form.

bastards.

english and bio were boring. i went to lincoln center with my mom and brother to go to some CPC 40th anniversary thing. i love old people dancing hula and broadway. and i love small squat chinese children singing we are the world and graduation (friends forever). they ARE the future in the sense that 1/6 of ppl are chinese and there are many fat ppl too. that plus that= small squat chinese children. my fate.

i hung out with my cousin kendra the whole night. it was def good times and catching up. big news: I GOT NON SMUDGE EYELINER cuz i lost my clinique one and my mom was pissy and i freaked.

i dont get the mixed kids and their damn genes and insecurity.

it feels like shit when you guilt-trip yourself. shit does that mean i grew a conscience?

im in love with matchbook romance. they rule the world.

simple plan was on DD as well. i talked to baldy, chuck, and david waved bye to me outside. i heard ppl say their names and it seemed to fit. tima and i thought they butchered the french language cuz theyre kanuks. tima also gave me a pic she picked off the mic and i got judas to sign it. yaay.

95 days.

im a bad person for not finishing my HW and going online to do nothing. oy. so mrs ehly is def getting better. dr k still confuses me. i had cramps for the second time in my life during bio and my fourth period free so i went to the nurse and slept till the middle of lunch; when i got up, i took a tylenol, and, disoriented, stumbled out to get a sandwich (making a pit stop to almost puke in the bathroom) which i ate in 5 mins flat. not bad at all. but really man i wasnt in good shape. stayed alive during physics and chinese. we got complains aisha and i laughed too much during math. sad. UNIS-UN is growing on me like a rabid plant. hah. im getting sucked into that devotion thing to it. dunno why.

gilmore girls is awesome. i like rory as a bit of a slut. and we love dean. and lorelai and luke are weird together. word.

one tree hill is a better guilty pleasure than the OC cuz the OC sucks. i was scarred by that one ep i saw during spring break.

best news ever:

AISHA IS COMING WITH ME TO SEE FALL OUT BOY IN DECEMBER. FUCK YES BITCH.

"Simpson and Schur scrapped a couple of times on the show, because she feared he wanted her to sound too much like Hilary Duff. In one episode, Geffen records executives say she needs to sound "nicer." Schur didn't like her first demo tapes and forced her to work with new producers.

"I don't know how else to say it, but that's just not me," she says of the bubble gum pop style of Duff. "I think it's great, but I'm just drawn to different stuff."

Critics say "Autobiography" still ends up sounding more like pop than rock, and has gotten mixed reviews. Still, they say, it's catchy and Ashlee Simpson does achieve a sound different from her sister's.

"Teenagers who know less about rock 'n' roll than Ashlee Simpson are the ones buying her album," says Jenny Elsicu, an associate editor at Rolling Stone magazine. "If they are told `Here, she's rock,' then they'll believe it.

"There's an immediate marketing angle for Ashlee that didn't exist for Jessica, which is that she's the punkier sister, the hip sister. It's a clever position her dad put her in."

Simpson said her dyed brown hair and punkier ways are not a marketing ploy.

"I'm not going to not do music just because my sister sings. The Jacksons did it. It runs in your genes," she says. "Our personalities are so different it reflects in our music."

For example, when she was in junior high school, she wanted to go to Alanis Morissette's concert but her mother wouldn't let her because of the expletives in the song "You Oughta Know."

"So I kept saying (expletive) to make her mad and I got my mouth washed out with soap," she giggles. "But my parents really weren't that strict. They know I'd go off the wall if they were."

Jessica would never have done that, she insists.

Ashlee realizes that she had it easier than others when trying to get a record deal. "I feel incredibly lucky, I don't think I deserve this at all," she says.

Still, she says she has worked hard and there have been struggles — but Jessica isn't worried about Ashlee.

"Ashlee doesn't need any advice, and Ashlee is very much an observer," Jessica Simpson says. "She sees decisions that I've made that are good, and decisions I've made that are bad. She's definitely well set up."

while were on the subject....

"Duff's Tears Over Twisted Jewelry
Teen pop beauty Hilary Duff burst into tears backstage at the World Music Awards - because her stylist untangled her necklace for her. The "So Yesterday" singer picked up a Best New Female Artist award at the Las Vegas ceremony on Wednesday, but her joyous night was marred by an assistant who was trying to be helpful untangling a chain which was supposed to be tangled. American syndicated columnist Liz Smith quotes Duff's mother as saying, "Well, she paid $700 for that thing. Naturally, she's upset." Eventually, Duff's jewels were twisted back to their starting point and the night went on without any more tears. "

lol cuz no true punk rocker has straight chains right? ooh someones not HARD X CORE ENOUGH. ooohh. oh cant sing sugary pop hits looking like a POSER, right? ooh..

:P

im going to bed before 1AM, something i havent done in months. be proud of me i also got my period and im freakishly happy.

4.5 hours of sleep
+stress
+crankiness
+possible PMS
+lack of iron
>not fun at all.

uh yeah what else. we had a fire drill in 50 degree weather in the middle of out inclass passage commentary on the scarlet letter. it was good times. not much else. im crabby.

http://www.ticketmaster.com/event/0000392E8A552101?brand=&artistid=855548&majorcatid=10001&minorcatid=60

i dont understand why all the best shows are on either sundays out of state, wednesdays, or tuesdays.

im sniffling cuz im now sicker than before. my toes and fingers are about to fall off. its 50 degrees with a windchill of like 0 outside. and my mother left the window open. in the words of my piano teacher: "its like we went straight from summer to winter. forget about fall! who needs it anyway?"

but really man. call me a hypochondriac, i woke up from my scarlet letter induced nap with a mini migraine and cramps. ANG I DONT EVEN HAVE MY PERIOD YET. what is it, a month an a half now? pass the iron pills. and the vitamin C ones to fight off colds. and the flintstones vitamins while youre at it i havent had one yet.

i wanted to see door in the floor and garden state this weekend, along with sky captain and more queer as folk but nothing happened cuz of sickness and HW. sucks.

my sn angrylittleme is being a douchebag. every time i sign on its like 'u cant sent emails and IM'. all of a sudden i cant? fuck i think ive got my first virus.

i had a freaky dream last last night that i just vaguely remembered. i think the fact that it was PELTING rain and i was freezing and sick contributed. i was at some phantom of the opera-victorian-vanity fair ish mansion that doubled as a theatre. and basically there were shadows all around and made chills run down your spine because you were sure there was something lurking there. lol im forgetting alot. but something happened along the lines of my friends disappearing and i woke up when i opened the gothic bathroom door and heard a scream. i dunno if that was me or not but i woke up shaking. weird.

well ive definantely hit an all time low of feeling like shit today, even after feeling nauseous and cranky--

i sent aisha a text last night about seeing ghost town symphony after their practice, and when i called her just now she said she and claire were gonna see them later tonight at the bowery ballroom or some tiny venue like that.

....groans ensue. along with bad thoughts of differnt veriety. time to emo it up! woot woot. ill go next saturday.

my brother is an overdramatic fuck. he does it for attention so i do the complete opposite and ignore him. he comes in and says something like 'im hungry'. -pause- -BURP- -leaves with big obnoxious stomps-

wtf, man, wtf.

i havent done much all day. yeah guilt has started setting in. oy. i made an omelette for myself. it was good. and i have this urge to see vanity fair again. damn you jonathan rhys meyers and tom sturridge lol.

"are you drinking one percent milk because you think youre fat? you could drink two percent if you really wanted to."
"i caught you a delicious bass"
"youre just jealous because ive been talking to babes online all day"
"tina you fat lard, eat your dinner!"

sometimes spontinaiety sucks. i was sleeping and then my brother calls and says his dumb friend fidel is coming up and im like FUCK YOU NO IM SICK AND HALF ASLEEP! (cuz this morning i was semi unconcious when it started raining like MAD) but he does anyway. and im hungry and fuck but i dont want to talk to either one of the fuckers.

one of my favorite pictures of brain and justin.

i got to sleep in first and second period till 9ish because i had them free. FUCK YES. i had english and then mentor afterwards. during mentor we went to the lounge cuz ppl (isar, sarah, joanna, fernando, alina, and natalie) were reading their student council speeches. lol our area became very pro-isar. towards the end, during the discussion period, ibrahim made the best comment ever (and it sparked this huge anti-student council banterish thing). he basically said he was sick of hearing the same bullshit speeches every year by the same ineffective people. it was fcking brilliant. sarah seemed like she was about to cry the entire time and towards the end even thru my anti-student council self i felt kinda bad for her. hmm. i hope isar wins. or else nothing will happen.

ive been uber crabby the past 2 weeks. aisha said its good and about time i have a fuckoff to everyone period but i think its lasting a bit long. argh argh. like peoples little flaws seem huge to me and i get bugged and irritable. lol my mom was like i think ur bipolar and i was just like ok mom you think that. my dad circled and article in the NYT about autistic children who learn how to swim and wrote "leave for jen and nick" and i was like wtf? and burst out laughing cuz it looked like my dad was trying to suggest i was autistic which im def not.

i was in bad shape during math because i was having uncontrolable laughing fits over the babymama deal and the idea that were in a "special children class". as soon as i thought that i look up and aishas having trouble counting and dariush is like 'LOOK! I CAN BALANCE A PEN ON MY NOSE!!' and starts to poke his chin. god..

after school i went to aishas and lazed around for a bit. i got 2 burned CDs. YAY.

http://www.ihatekenny.com/punchline/viewtopic.php?t=445&sid=a18b22b9f521a54b2a2ac72fc1d872a7
CHRIS IS AWESOME. but he does not understand that pregnancy according to women who have been thru it is hell. :X

i picture whored it up on webshots. WOOT for three pictures.

point one. i feel bad that the past two days ive come home and done nothing. ive been sitting around and basically SLACKING. and it feels kinda good. trouble is i know i have a massive load of HW thats due monday and i really should get a move on.

point two. i fucking love volleyball/gym class. i know thats almost blaphemous to say by the order of the couch potatos but really man i wish we had a double period today.

point three. i love aishas dreams. we were like crying in math cuz we were laughing so hard. she has got to be a bride on the halloween PL show. her dream involved me and her hanging out with steve. and steve sang her deathcab songs. and there was a whole lotta lovin. and then a killer mechanic went on a rampage. O.o but somehow we were kept in a good mood right thru gym.

point four. i finally maneuvered to take my picture to send to amanda for the punchline commercial whatever. all i need to do is get it up online.

point five. whenever stuff from yellowcards new album came up on my music playlist i had to change it cuz its kinda shit now. dunno why. i tolerated it when haifa burned it for me, but then they got blown up on MTV and now there are ppl on the subway randomly singing it and i really cant take it.

point six. for the Taking Back Sunday tour in Oct/Nov, fob are getting a tourBUS that they are going to share with matchbook. i dont think i like the idea of them ditching almost their 'faithful' van and getting someone to drive for them. no more of petes insane blind driving. oy vey indeed.

point seven. we never thought it would happen but paul actually posted on the PL msg board/went online and shaved off his sideburns. i was crushed. really.

im so fucking nervous for the PSATs/SATs. i need to take a course. QUICK. i can honestly say i dont know shit on the SATs or anything to do with it.

Oh Boy.

real entry. i have such low attention span. i got bored easily. i wish we had a four day weekend like public schools do. dude i wish i got chinese new year off... i got home after school and did nothing. it feels good. now i need to do history. toodles.

>>HE is impossibly good looking and he knows it. look at how he walks, man. ARGH.

i got my outside pass permission card thing and i love it to pieces. problem is tima, maria, and nej cant get one.

me and jenny during bio: >eggs popping out of follicles. *POP!* "oh deary me there goes another one! no sex for 4 days!"

concert review a few days late. i had a really good day today probably cause my freakishly good mood is still lasting from the ACCEPTANCE/GATSBY'S AMERICAN DREAM show at the continental on sunday.

after some confusion over tima picking up me and aisha, and haifa not wanting to get to the venue early, aisha and i left around 2 and got to the continental a bit later. tranette, haifa, and tima were already there with amanda and her friend who drove us to amandas bday in july. it was like a freaking punchline party without punchline. we all kinda hung out and randomly saw christian, kaylan, nick, and ryan (we had this huge debate over whether it was him or not cuz he didnt have his double liprings; i thought it was him but other ppl didnt). when i saw nick i spontaneously point and it was weird cuz it was like slo-mo before i realized i was pointing and so i turned around and refused to see how he reacted. we saw kaylan and he lost so much weight. daamn. and he had this huge gallon thing of water with him lol. no, waterbottles wont do, MANLY GALLONS WILL!

they let us in around 3 and we got up to the stage and sat on it cuz were freaks and thats just what we do. this band called ghost town symphony was supposed to play as an opening band but they never played, either cuz they got their late or cuz the first band took so damn long to set up they got cut out. aisha let me hear them today and i almost cried i loved it so much. the first band up was on my signal. there wasnt anything THAT special about them.

the snake the cross the crown were up next. lol the lead singer reminded me of fat mike from NoFX. and a bit of andrew. it was weird cuz thats what we all thought. their guitarist had really tight jeans on. and pretty toes in his flipflops. it was nice. they were good i guess. my favorite song that they did was the last one. at first it sounded like country or folk music, and it was kinda pathetic cuz the guitarist had rattles with him lol. then it became a slight bit 'rock-ier' and nick from acceptance and gatsbys drummer came up and did solos. it was AWESOME.

gatsby;s american dream played after TSTCTC. i love them. i knew like 2 songs that i dont know if they played, but loved the set nonetheless. nic the lead singer kept doing these awesome little dances that were SO AMUSING. lol and the guy outside of the venue that haifa said looked like he hadnt taken a shower in years was actually their hot bassist kirk. aka lovechild of alexander greenwald and ben jelen. we noted that they had the most diverse bands of the tour cuz their drummer was indian or arab (god i dont know. help me aishahaifatima), their guitarist was black, and their other guitarist was a leprecaun. lol no i kid, he had auburn hair but yeah. kirk was insane and tima and i both got pix of him screaming and his hair sticking straight up. i had a crotch gyrating in my face many a time.

and then was ACCEPTANCE. aaaaaaahhhhhh. aaaaaahhhhh. i hadnt seen them since freaking december with yellowcard when ppl still didnt know who they were, and i really missed them. so when i saw jason come onstage and ryan come on with his crazy zwielfelhofer pants i had the biggest smile on my face. christian glared at tima because of their perpetual hatred lmao. jason got so skinny. like hes still tall and godly but he cut off his emo hair (we almost cried when that happened) and got much paler and he looks a slight bit... frail? godly nonetheless lol aisha.

tima and i had put silicon ear plugs into our ears for all the sets but decided to take them out during acceptance to get the "full experience". i looked behind me and the urban outfitter cheerleading team was gone but the crowd behind us (aisha haifa tima amanda tranette etc) was like a foot away from us. weird. so acceptance starting playing. they opened with 'permanent' and i was clever and started taping it with my camera, so basically ive got jason singing really close to us and it looks like hes gyrating with the mic stand (its awesome lol) and then the camera flips horizontally as he spins around to nick and comes back to the mic. ahhhh. he was wearing flannel so we all loved it even more. if he still had the emo hair aisha wouldve taken him down. tima and i were screaming words into his face cuz he comes inches away from you and is def one of the best frontman out there. alot of the time his crotch was in my face so most of the time my back was being bent backwards as i screamed words up words at him. GOOD TIMES. the sore back on monday was totally worth it. they did in addition to
permanent,
blacklines to battlefields
bleeding heart
this is only a test
3 new songs
seeing is believing

between one of the songs, jason started talking about how it was such a beautiful day in nyc and kept profusely thanking all of us for coming to see them and how usually when they come to nyc the weathers pretty bad. he also sed his parent had flown in to see them (we all exchanged looks of 'i knew it.. damnit it always happens' cuz every time weve seen them hes always disappeared after the show blah blah blah). during that pause, or maybe at another pause, he pointed at me and was like 'YOU [probably] SAW US WITH FALL OUT BOY RIGHT?'. isaugdaigfbiudf. i nodded and was like 'yeah' with a big. ass. grin. and i almost fell over. aaaahhhhhhh. i took tons of pictures and sang along and tima and i both yelled words into the mic a few times cuz were twins and it was inevitable being attached at the hipcleavage...lol. i enjoy eye contact way too much.

=D: 'please bring your smiling faces to the colgate university show...' *look at everyone next to me and we all have big ass smiles showing pearly whites*

'I MISS YOU I MISS YOU (etc)' haifa: when i sang that i really meant it!

after the set was over we were all kinda mingling near the stage and jason thanked us for coming to the show again. i randomly asked jason as he was wrapping up a cord really close to us if we could ahve a picture and hes like 'yeah!' and got down from the stage and ahh it was awesome. it was funny cuz he kept making little remarks then laughing at himself and he was ADORABLE. i got my picture and i totally molested his side. gah he got so small in the middle. and hes nice and tall. ok ill shut up now. just know hes lovely and god-like. anyway so we all scuttled over at differnt times and got pictures and jason made some remark about al the pictures and stuff. haifa started telling them how great they were and he stuck out his hand and was like 'hi, im jason.' and i exploded with laughter and collapsed on tima. AS IF HAIFA DOESNT KNOW WHO YOU ARE. and aisha wanted haifa to be like 'nice to meet u jason vena of seattle.' we asked when they were coming back to the area and he was like 'october with dead poetic probably...' and we hung out with him for a few more minutes then it got a bit awkward and he thought he should go back and pack so he thanked us again and we left.

its kind of fulfilling that i finally got a picture with him for the first time after loving them for well over a year. we found kaylan and got pictures. aisha told him he hit her on the head with his guitar and he became profusely apologetic and was thinking up of ways to make it up to her. he came up with free merch and took her with him to the merch area and dragged her around like VIP and it made her ahppy. while everyone else was lost at the continental i got a picture with christian and he was like i saw u in front of me! and it made me happy. i asked him how tall he was cuz he was significantly taller than me. he thought it over for a sec and guessed he was like 6'3 and i sed i thought he was taller. christian: 'hmm maybe its just the stage.. making us all look like giants...' i looked over at jason and asked christian how tall jason was an he guessed about 6'2.

i swear he was taller. its a good height but my god, hes getting shorter too.
i found nick and got a picture with him cuz i loove nick lol. i sed i was sorry for pointing at him outside and i started babbling about how its impulsive and he started laughing and was like 'no! its cool i saw you standing outside before the show!' and it was a relief.

god this entry will be long. went to the merch booth where i found everyone else.. got a picture with ryan. he looks really different. kinda grungy or disheveled. dunno. i asked him about the liprings right after haifa (i didnt hear her ask), and he sed he just decided to take them out but since everyones been asking about them he just might have to put them back in for the next tour lol. got a picture with nic from gatsbys and he amused me by saying he was 6'1. why must people lie about their height? i told him to keep dream. but i loved him, he was awesome and when we complimented his dancing he started talking so we kinda had a 5-way chat going lol. got a gatsbys shirt and we all left.

then midway home, tranette called aisha to tell her kirk was out and she was stalling him. so we zoomed back and i was coerced into being the first to break the ice and get pix and rape him. i did and we all got pix and shook hands and all that good, good stuff. we chatted with him for a bit and then left and congregated at a corner. i tried to be artsy and take a stalker picture of jason when he came out but he looked up and i had to cover it up by pretending to take a picture of aisha. lol. then i saw nick go past us and he did a double take with our group and turned around and pointed at me. haha yay. i pointed back and sed bye. i was one happy mofo. i really needed that concert.

pictures in case you missed them.

god i havent been a good girl at updating. fucking work. in short:
+the scarlet letter is getting significantly better
+webshots are up from the acceptance concert on sunday.
>concert review shall be up shortly
+"if he cried it would be like seeing heaven...."
+i think ive guilt tripped my mom enough for her to get me an iPod for xmas/bday
+jason vena beats stuies ass any day
-come now, everyone thought pete was fucking hot at one point
-work sucks
-boys suck
-mood swings that have lasted over a week suck
+our math teacher thinks were retards. i swear were like a 'special class' lol.
-yeah looks like im not going to vancouver
-pete changed his phone number cuz someone leaked it onto the internet.

hi this is jay from acceptance posted on September 04, 2004 9:59 pm by bob

bob slept with us last night and it seemed as if it had been a while since his last shower. nevertheless, he and kaylan shared a bed in the coach and I was told they slept quite comfortably. the show in greensboro was nice and hot, especially after the gatsby boys graced the stage. ummmm.... I think bob should take over from here. bye.

hey hey hey kids! that was jay from acceptance. you might remember him from the hit record "lost for words." be sure to pick up a copy at rocketstar.com. in other news, we've been on the road for like three months straight now. we were in and out of florida just in time to escape sure destruction at the hands of hurricane frances and now we're in greensboro, north carolina. the shows have been incredible, the gatsby community is amazing and growing rapidly and we have loved meeting all of you. it's been a blast hanging with acceptance and the snake the cross the crown, make sure to check out those bands if you haven't heard them yet. we have some great news on the way in the next few weeks so make sure to keep checking back here for updates. we love you all. oh yeah the band email is working again, send us some love, we're lonely on the road!

I LOVE JASON VENA.

i have to go back to doing HW but i just want to say that I FUCKING LOVE ACCEPTANCE AND GATSBY'S AMERICAN DREAM.

review + pictures coming soon.

i cant believe its been three years since 9/11. i watched a few shows dedicated to it and got really depressed remembering that day.

fall out boy was the third band asked to play Warped Tour 2005.

and im taking procrastination just a little bit too far. im seeing acceptance tomorrow and im about to shit in my pants. jason and kaylan look like theyve both lost weight and buffed up and gotten haircuts. good for kaylan, NOT FOR JASON GODDAMNIT. random thoughts ensue.

im getting my MCR/Lostprophets/SOTY/Anberin tickets tomorrow.

major PMS-ing. really pissed at my mom, dad, and brother. my brother is such a jackass its really hard to be nice to him. my mom is too lenient on my brother and that pisses me and my dad off. my dad is an asshole, period. my parents are fucking stingy too. i wanted delano and was too lazy to pick it up and asked if i could just get delivery cuz all u do is give the person like a dollar. and my moms like 'NO! YOU MAKE THE DOLLAR AND WELL SEE!'. uh, ok. NO.

i forgot to mention my PMS induced hissy fit over the My Chemical Romance/Lostprophets/Anberlin/SOTY concert on TUESDAY Oct 26. argh argh. i need to buy my ticket on sunday after the acceptance show. if i dont go i can just sell it. and im willing to miss story of the year just to see my chemical romance and anberlin and lostprophets. ive seen soty before and i hate their pits. im still grudging against my mom for not letting me go to the August 21st show for no reason. AND I SPENT THAT WHOLE DAY DOING NOTHING.

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY. TGIF INDEED.

you know its bad when you come home every night from your first week of school completely drained and all you want to do is burn your homework, cut off all communication with others, and die on your couch for a little while. suure. i really havent been this glad for friday in so long...

i had double chinese first and second. that was fun. bio then english. i think doyle mustve overdone the painkillers or something cuz she thought our rosebush presentation was fabulous when all we had was a wrongly copied quote, half drawn on dungeon bars, a flourescent pink lock, and bright red mega-roses. ah well, cant complain.

after lunch had double history. all i can say is that ms ehly is a bit boring. she had a sweet little monotone voice and is a bit senile. she forgot to write down the ottoman empire and austria-hungary on the list of pre-WWI powers. we all made desperate attempts to eavesdrop on seifring's class... heard random stuff about the balkens blowing up. it SUCKS to be in the seifring-reject class.

someone up there obviously loves us because all of a sudden we started hearing the fire bell. i thought i was dreaming or a bit delirious cuz the bell by eck/duttis old room is really ineffective. we heard it again and we all popped up and were out the door in 5 seconds. i love fire drills. theyre one of the few highlights of school... there were two shirtless men sunbathing on the mural near where we line us and it wasnt pretty by any means. the first dude was as hairy as a monkey, and the second one was this gangly and dazed old man who randomly popped up on a rock. cracked jokes with ppl. math. i think dariush was on something lol. he kept going 'oh mama!'. it was curious. LMAO THE FUNNIEST THING WAS WHEN MISHA AND JO-AYLA BOTH GOT THE SAME ANSWER ON THEIR NERD CALCULATORS AND SLAPPED HIGH FIVES. aisha and i were almost in tears we were laughing so hard on the way downstairs.

went home, then to marias. she can watch soccer practice from her window. it made me happy lol. lurkerrrrrsss. anyway. she took forever to get dressed and we had this weird shouting match over the slutiness of each one of her tops lol. and random stuff like 'jennie am i a slut? am i a horse?' 'NO NEVER MARIA! NEVER A WHORES OR A SLUT!' good times.

walked down to a cafe to meet up with aisha and tima and go to urban. blehh. went home after that cuz i was exhausted. i went to the supermarket and was on the phone with amy when this GOD walked in and i started STUTTERING lol. that never happens but it did this time and i didnt recover fast enough and it was obvious. lol

on a scale of one to ten, how much to i want to shoot the scarlet letter? like 30. im kinda half asleep but i just dont see the brilliance of it or anything. ms doyles a fucker and has like 29084902384 things for me to do in addition to reading the fucking book. fuck fuck fuck. and my brother is the biggest shit head in the world. like really he is. because of him my grandmother is a nervous wreck and driving me MAD. i feel suffocated and I NEED SLEEP. and i just remembered that bitch ehly wants me to read 2 chapters on european history. i havent been procrastinating either which is weird.

the IB is exhausting. im in my third day of it and im already coming home half dead and wanting to just finish the job and die already cuz its so BLEH.

fall out boy made some 2005 music list for the rolling stone. aisha, maria, and i went to aishas afterschool and watched parts of two punchline dvds for no reason. weve made maria into a punchline nerd.

its bad how much i want friday to come. school is hell. not the people, but the classes. i think im freaking myself out a bit. egh. i had double english first thing today and our group had severe ADD. it involved hot pink locks, rose bushes, and inarticulate-ness. then math and TOK. i fucking fell asleep during TOK cuz its so boring. or maybe its just because mr. atkinson is SO MONOTONE. history with mrs ehly who is also very boring. i told randy she looked like the hypothetical lovechild of ms ramsell and ms severn cuz she does. bio after... argued about how to make a blind/deaf worm move. idiots. physics. remind myself never to sit right in front of mr okeefe where falling asleep is clearly evident.

went home with aisha. watched fob and hung out. random thought: isnt it amazing how just looking at someone can make you feel nauseous sometimes? they dont even touch or talk to you, but just the sight of them makes you sick to your stomach.

just thinking. WE GOT NEW TABLES IN OUR CAFETERIA AND THEY FINALLY MADE A ROOM OUT OF THE ENGLISH AREA. whats next? Color coordinated walls??

i really must stop being antisocial. my classes just short of suck. with an exception of english.

edit: got tickets to see matchbook on daily download on 9/22. fuck yes. more tickets to get:
-TBS (thru sascha hopefully)
-Nintendo Fusion Tour: MCR/Lps/Anberlin/SOTY
-Punchline w/ Mest: MA/LI/NY
-FOB: LI/NJ

day one of T3. shoot me now. so i met up with aisha and nej, and we got to school around 8. hung out, found our lockers, chatted with people, went to room 402-403 and hung out some more before other ppl started arriving. everyone got a haircut and everyone was tan. which is a good thing. another thing was i was pms-ing a bit and being really anti social. like no conversing with any new kids. oy. there are so many new guys and only 2 new girls. its sick. lol once i saw tima i like threw myself at her and engulfed her in the biggest bear hug in recent memory. it was asm=sgi lol. as much as i dreaded coming back to this hell hole i really did miss my friends.

i think like 10 people reminded me how old were getting. were juniors this year. the seniors are probably the lamest seniors ever and the HS is being invaded by the fucking M4s. please die. we had an assembly and when rahda called up duttis class, i raised my hand and mumbled 'ugh i fucking hate that man.' and didnt realize dutti was sitting near me and was looking right at me. i care not. rahda had a huge stick up her ass cuz she sed anyone who takes part in any form of hazing will be expelled. we had a really lame fire drill. i wanted to push dutti into the water.

uh. english with ms doyle. big ass class of like 22 in English H A1. lunch... chinese with a new teacher. whose a MAN. never had a male teacher before and im really going to miss ms liu. helen and claire really didnt handle the news of ms sun leaving the school very well. ughh. math with some new teacher. T3/IB just might kill me. Bio with Dr. K. please shoot me now. wow all of a sudden ive become inarticulate.

i hate when you and someone else just stop talking to each other for no good reason. and you want to be friends again. make sense?

edit. i love jonathan rhys meyer's hair in vanity fair. its fully rape-able cuz its so FUCKING AWESOME. its like this messy fauxhawk... i love it i love it i love it. and her husbands hair in the movie. ahhh. sideburns sideburns! ahhh!

i think... im PMS-ing. really really badly. and the best part of it all is that i start school tomorrow. fuck.

im back home from marthas bday party in connecticut. it was fun. we camped out the first two nights in the tent and inside on the last night. watched at least 14 episodes of 'queer as folk' and i am now completely infatuated with it. i love michael and brian to death. its sick. we saw the blair witch project, too, and i got pissed at nora cuz she kept trying to be obnoxious to 'keep herself from getting scared'. if you get scared, leave the room. thank you. uh. invented a game called 'pool boy' and martha and jenny kept making up rules so theyd win. i HATE that. debbies family was really nice, and johnnys kids were the cutest things ever. there was a really cute guy on the train with a really feminine voice. hmm.

i despise bugs and OFF bugspray does not work.

we saw vanity fair.
1) reese witherspoon is satan
2) jrm is god.
3) ...as is his HOT son. i swear when he came onscreen all of our jaws dropped and nora and i went 'holyfuck...'
4) reese witherspoon treated husband man like shit and he shouldve shot her

im still pissed off about missing the jersey punchline show. i know thats a nerdy thing to say and i should get over it, blah blah blah but i cant. i was reading pl stuff on lj and the msg boards and everyones raving about it and stuff and i was just thinking about how i couldve been there. ugh. dorkus moment.

fuck school. im an anti social pms-ing cow. beware.

im missing a punchine show on saturday and its killing me.

back from jersey. leaving for connecticut for marthas bday in 20 minutes. im getting tired of living out of a suitcase. i wouldve been back yesterday but my cousin and uncle both wanted me to stay cuz my cousin was having some teen angst drama shit. she ended up sleeping most of the time and like raping this dude greg who is such a loser at marching band. right.

kill the drama.

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