kill the drama.: 02/01/2005

unis-un has really made my week. something to look forward to! maria and hanky are going to hit on italians cuz last year they did brits. and some swedish boys are coming ('ah jespers little brother, not?!').

my physics class fucking rules.

haifa rules as well cuz she got us tix to the take action tour at irving next thursday. can i get a whoop whoop.

my throat is dead. so are my limbs. oy oy oy

Taste of Chaos Tour last night was insane. I-N-S-A-N-E.

One pant leg of my jeans ripped up my thigh and I probably got molested or something but didn't notice cuz I was being thrown around. Second time I think I've ever given up being in a pit, the first time being the SOTY pit at Warped. I think one too many crowd surfers fell on my head cuz I kind of spaced out and started thrashing my way out at the end of MCR's pit. A bit clausterphobic I became...

Oh and I have bruises everywhere from the neck down. Pictures to come! And uh more of an update.

Isn't Spencer Chamberlain fucking awesome? Gerard seriously shouldve been home recovering from his torn vocal cords instead of straining the life out of them.

"DO YOU WANT TO FUCK ME??" Yes. "DO YOU WANT TO FUCK ME??" YES. "DO YOU WANT TO FUCK ME???" On the floor now. lol

I think 'moshpit etiquette' makes me really happy unless it's not really there and all they want is your spot.

btw- i think Blink's 'indefinate hiatus' is messed up. thats it.

jenny, mumu, and i spent over 4 hours re-doing our fucking bio lab at mumus and came up with three different ways to prove the amount of pectinase in tomatoes. what a waste of time lol.

my mom and dad collectively decided to morph back into control freaks and put my on parental controls. fucking hell whats the problem. "your online too much, i asked other parents..." blah blah blah what ever. i care that much.

its all myspace's fault i swear.

i missed armor for sleep and hellogoodbye shows today. beautiful/

rawr tom sturridge. armor for sleep tomorrow hopefully. either way, taste of choas nj on saturday = first show since punchline. pathetic isnt it. missing take action = saddening. and im constantly spinning the anberlin to remind myself.

Peterxpancomplex [4:41 PM]: do you want to go on a date with me tonight to see being julia Angrylittleme [4:41 PM]: yes.

what a flipping good movie. if annette bening loses the best actress oscar to hilary swank again hell will freeze over. i love tom sturridge like no other.

oh yeah, and as for brideshead revisited, you can beat sebastian flight.

hilarious.

http://www.cnn.com/2005/ALLPOLITICS/02/10/droopy.pants.ap/index.html

aisha and i were supposed to go have a picnic with amanda today in central park today but plans fell through. regardless, aisha and i decided to visit The Gates, which are by far the ugliest things ive ever seen.

"ew look at those orange curtains from bed and bath!"

-why are you marking them with sharpies! because i am counting how many we got for $17 million which could have been used for tsunami relief.thumbs up for ugly orange things!

we had a laughing fit for probably 3 miles worth of aimlessly walking and being disgusted by those hideous pieces of scrap metal and curtains. during the week were bringing scissors to see if we can get away with cutting off a piece...

we spent 2 hours at starbucks with maria as we waited for my one hour photo pix of TBS from november and obnoixuos Gates pictures. 6 of 27 showed up. never buy ghetto ass cameras from times square.

FEBRUARY BREAK. score. badly.

so tired. so so tired. slept at the nurses office and went home right after school and collapsed in bed for three hours. see what a month and a half of sleep deprivement can do to you.

im looking forward to seeing the gates tomorrow with my lovelies. those gates are freaking ugly additions to central park. i dont care if theyre temporary, but who wants to see these hideous orange curtains in front of trees. what if you like nature but cant see it because its blocked by those ugly things. im being repetitive.

the stranger in english class.

Pretty Green Hoodie.
I should not be allowed to play volleyball. Leave me and my foosball table alone!SAT Diagnostic = Exhausting.Phantom of the Opera is such love lol. It was the subject of my essay because oddly enough it worked.I really hate nagging people. I hate when people let you down. Or don't come through. Hah hypocrite.
Googly eyes!

"i can play it for you."

!!!

haifa and i seriously had dual aneurysms trying to make the fucking iDobi Radio interview with Acceptance work. we heard random snippets and fell over each time. i love them so much. lots of work to do, chop chop! green with envy? indeed.

sleep deprivement + procrastination + CRAZY AMOUNTS OF WORK TO DO = hell on earth....and falling asleep in every single class i had plus the college meeting at night.
-maria and i had alot of fun on the plaza. 'speak of the devil'ness occurred with the blue shirted one lol it was great.
-back to work.
-ps. i think i have a fever.

YOU KNOW YOU LIVE IN 2005 WHEN ...

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 16 phone numbers to reach your family of four.

4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.

6. You go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner.

7. You make phone calls from home, you accidentally dial "9" to get an outside line.

8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies.

10. You learn about your redundancy on the 11 o'clock news.

11. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job.

12. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home.

13. Every commercial on television has a website at the bottom of the screen.

14. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.

15. You get up in the morning and go online before getting your coffee.

16. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. :)

17. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.

18. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this message.

19. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.

20. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9 on this list.

AND NOW U R LAUGHING at yourself.

SAT Classes: 2:00-6:15 PM. = 4 hours and 15 minutes of SAT prep. Groans.
I need to figure out how to snap a picture of the Bill Beckett boy for the sake of everyone I've told about him. Bleh become his best friend and then attack lol. I had killer cramps during the first half of the class so during the break I was slick and ran to Duane Reade and back to get myself Midol. Midol is lovelovelove.

I have to get back to working mode. I'm EXHAUSTED.

I randomly bumped into Nadia today on the plaza and I seriously haven't seen her since T2 ended even though she lives in the 10 building. It was a nice little chat.
Nadia: " So. Do you drink?"
Me: Um not really, no.
Nadia: "Do you smoke? Like pot and grass or whatever?"
Me: Mm no.
Nadia: "Have you ever tried? Or want to?"
Me: Hah not really. Maybe in the future. I don't know, I've been busy wouldnt have time anyway haha.
Nadia: "If you ever want to call me... cuz I have all that alcohol and drug stuff and we can do it."

So freaking random but very amusing.

BREAK IT DOWN NOW--

-HISTORY ID TEST TO STUDY FOR
-MATH TEST TO STUDY FOR
-ENGLISH COMMENTARY TO 'PREP' FOR
-PHYSICS QUESTIONS
-BIO LAB
-ANOTHER BIO LAB
-SAT HOMEWORK

...and i know im forgetting a million other things.

i had a fucking good day today. pothithively delightful.
+i got up at 10:15 and got to school at -what?- 10:35. fully dressed, half functional, looking like death. it was fab.
then two rounds of 'lets lunch' with alumnis and that was fun...
+then debate groups. le sigh indeed it was 'fantaaaastic'. yeah and constructive.

rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr
rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr

oh and SAT classes tomorrow with the bill beckett look alike. caaaant wait.

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today was seriously exhausting. and to top it off i took the second of the four princeton review diagnostic tests that was another 4 1/2 hours of my life taken away writing bad essays and being a math retard. its midnight and i havent started my world lit draft on katharina blum and the age of innocence. fuck is right. we had a very amusing english tutorial class.

tomorrow is seriously the best day i can imagine. kind of anyway. i have double free = get to school at 10:30. then english which is a joke. then the rest of the day is UNIS-UN debate / career lunches. i cant wait. cries. but wait, after school i have to go to the damn middle school play cuz im doing my second unisverse article this year. :-(

its chinese new year suckerrrss!
year of the rooster/year of the cock take your pick.

it was a lovely day. red shirts represent. cisek stamped my hand with his disapproving Scream stamp and it looked like i had a bleeding bruise that matched my hoodie. it was delightful.

im really badly out of the loop.

"if that ain't love then i don't know what love is ..."

ms. george decided to have us read to ourselves during math class and somehow i found myself asleep on the table. when i woke up my mouth wanted to die because apparently i had bitten it and had fallen asleep. and theres still a bit of an open wound and its painful :( Rar.

danja totally lied to everyone by saying she was coming here on friday. i was randomly in the hall and had an aneuyrsm cuz i saw her at the end of the hall. a completely unexpected surprise but a lovely one all the same.

whoo for chinese lunch tables and fried dumplings. they were good but its not like theyre amazing (cough mr mei and your mainland ego). poop.

I LOVE THE WB. loganrorylovelovelove. score for teen dramas!

someone has got to explain football to me and succeed at it. i know its not complicated but i still see it as an orgy of closet gay men who just want some ass... and balls.

:D

WHOOHOO SAT PREP!! the class is positively exciting. thrilling even. but really, its fun but not when youre sick and feel groggy and delirious and are led to believe there are two boys who look like younger versions of bill beckett and "brian kinney" in front of you and make you positively giddy.

grumbles. i have so much work to do but so little time and motivation to do so!

let's do an ode to martha / hail martha post because i feel compelled to. "AND IF U WERE LOOKING UP BILLY IDOL STUFF WHY DD U NOT CALL ME!!!! HOW DARE U BE BILLY IDOL ASSOCIATED W/O ME?!" "we must all buy capes!!! and we can have two masks - one fore phantom (which i'm listening to right now btw), one for batman :*"

i want to fucking destroy whoever decided to make GREEN DAYS 'BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS' the themesong for BATMAN BEGINS.

i had a really really good day. maria made me cough up/admit the fact i have a crush on a boy. now im slightly neurotic/paranoid/spaztic. quotes:

maria: JEN LOOK WHOSE IN FRONT OF YOU!! JEN!! LOOK!! LOOK WHOSE IN FRONT OF YOU!!
jen: mariastopit.
maria: JEN LOOK WHOSE IN FRONTT!!!
jen: OHMARIALOOKATTHISPICTURE!!!

in a totally unsubtle manner thank god either hes deaf or he ignored it. either way my cheeks turned bright red and i happily left the basketball game at school. thank you maria. we went shopping until like 11PM/ it was uber hard core.

im wishing i were going on the ski trip rather than SAT prep/History IA/Physics and Bio Lab Report/Piano :(

snores.unisun debate is interesting.anberlin cd out today but i had no time to get it :(gilmore girls is love.one tree hill is over dramatic and better than the OC love.i like dark clothes but not so i look goth or whatever.um i think i have a new infatuation.

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