kill the drama.: 07/01/2004

Saturday, July 31, 2004

ive resorted to this.

DANIELLE, CALL ME.

(what really sucks is that from now till the end of august ill be busy with random social stuff like hanging out with annie, and columbia courses and random other stuff. damn you for not calling. ill get jenny to whoop ur ass when she gets to sweden.)

Friday, July 30, 2004

I'm getting depressed about the whole FOB Vancouver thing. No matter what I say to my parents, they won't hear any of it. My mom told me at dinner 'You're not going to Vancouver.' Its so frustrating because she's so unwilling to even accept the possibility of me going. I saved up money so I could use it for something I desperately wanted rather than spending it on frivilous things just because i had the money to. What also sucks is that Aisha's dad thought it over and said it was do-able, because they have family there. And Aisha did a whole *"OMG...! -point-"* re-enactment of the possible circumstances thing that made me want to dance around with happiness, and at the same time made me even more desperate to go.

After dinner, my mom told me to ask my dad if I could go. Great. I already know he'll say no then start rambling about how I should fovus on things that matter. Fuck that.

I hate being optimistic. I'm a born pessimist because when you expect the worst and instead good things happen, you aren't let down. I don't know what to do with myself.

soo after much delay aisha and i managed to get out of the house at 2. or 3. (lol i dont remember) to go to urban and pick up one of the $3 tshirts we got amanda that i really liked. only problem was that they didnt have it any more. THEY SUCK. the cute guy who worked there sed hi to aisha. hehe yay. we got pizza then i took a cab to my piano lesson, but the guy dropped me off a few blocks too early cuz he thought there was too much traffic to go on lol. so i gave him a dollar short and no tax and jumped out of the cab cuz i was pissed that i had to walk 7 blocks in the sweltering mug of new york humidity.

after my lesson, i took the bus home and checked the mail. I GOT MY PUNCHLINE REWIND DOCUMENTRY DVD. muahahaha. i watched it alone when i got upstairs cuz aisha was hanging out with necla (who just got back from camp). its the funniest thing ive ever watched. i had to stop it after a few minutes because it was too embarassing to watch, like i had a pillow in front of my face at some points. i love geeky steve. it was good, good times.

>the best song ever is 'masterpiece' by bayside.

i was reading thru 'seventeen' which my dad subscribed for me, and one of the gossip things they have at the bottom of some pages said: "Which teen singer/actress has such a bad voice that she needed an electronic metamorphosis on her first album? Apparently she's so off-key she has to lip-synch when she performs."

oh, hilary duff, it sucks to be you.

I'm in really bad shape, and I feel kind of sick to my stomach. Some dates from the first leg of the October/November Taking Back Sunday tour were released, and Fall Out Boy and Matchbook Romance are on it. What'sbad about that? That tour is doing the west coast and ending in Florida. They're not coming to the East coast. They're not coming to NYC. Do they want to die. It's like theyre sneaking up the east coast (4 dates in Florida!) then abruptly stop and then drop off.

Leg Two will have Atreyu and Funeral for a Friend. It's not like those two bands suck, but we've been looking forward to seeing FOB, TBS, and Matchbook in October since June. We were badly optimistic they'd come to NYC cuz Matchbook and TBS are both from New York. Who knows how long we're going to have to wait to see them again, assuming after the TBS tour they go record for the new album or something. This isn't fun at all, we might just have to wait until 2005 to see them again. "FOB WITHDRAWAL" isnt fun.

Aisha and I are being insane and taking desperate measures. When we found out today, I didn't know what to do. I stared at my computer screen in frustration and disbelief. And anger later on. What makes me even more upset is that I can't do shit about it, I cant make a call and ask them to come or anything like that. UGH. I'm not even seeing them on Warped Tour! They're playing two days after the Jersey date I'm going to, in Pennsylvania. I hate how everyone chooses to avoid New York City.

Tranette sent Aisha a tour promo thing for the first leg, and she looked up the dates on the school calender, and saw on one weekend, during the Vancouver show, we had free cuz that Monday would be a staff development day (=no school). Then she asked her mom if she had family there, and she sed yes, one of Aishas cousins lived there! score! so we devised this plan that we would leave the city on friday afternoon, go to the show on saturday, and then leave sunday, and be in the city the whole on monday. Total cost: roundtrip, $328.77. VERY GOOD. Money isnt a problem cuz i saved up.

I hate how im being the slightest big optimistic. Like it's possible we could pull it off. I would pay for everything, and we'd be with her family. But knowing my mother and her fucking self, i wont be able to go. She'll probably call me 'out of control' again.

edit: (about the same thing)

Angrylittleme [12:56 AM]: i just had a yelling match wiht my mother about it
Angrylittleme [12:57 AM]: she called me out of control again
Angrylittleme [12:57 AM]: and i almost cried so i left
Angrylittleme [12:57 AM]: i fucking hate her.
Makupbag [12:57 AM]: DID U TELL HER THE PLAN
Makupbag [12:57 AM]: WOO CAPS SRY
Angrylittleme [12:57 AM]: yeah.
Makupbag [12:57 AM]: theres 12 weeks till the concert right
Makupbag [12:58 AM]: is she saying no because ur out of control? like is that her reason?
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: yeah
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: too many concerts
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: blah blah
Makupbag [12:58 AM]: like its out of the question even if u pay for it
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: have fun
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: yeah
..
Angrylittleme [12:59 AM]: she sucks
Angrylittleme [12:59 AM]: shes too fucking reserved
Makupbag [12:59 AM]: im calling ur cell
Angrylittleme [12:59 AM]: shes like dont think ur deprived blah balh blah

so were looking at early/mid 2005 being the next time i see them. life is grand.

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

blogger is becoming awesome.

color changing is most awesome. my mom took me to work today for the first time in 3 (?) years. she took me to some top dematologist guy, and he took off some mole i had on my back after thinking it over for 1 minute. novacaine is your friend. i love tylenol as well. viva pills!

after work, went back into the city to go to annies piano recital. got lost. bumped into roxi and some lovely german boy she had with her. got to the recital place 1 1/2 hours early, so i hung out and talked on the phone with aisha forever. rhia showed up @ the recital and we were both happy to see each other cuz we didnt know anyone else lol. rhia and i walked to the subberway afterwards.

i cant wait for saturday. i hope theres booze so we can see them tipsy. lol random, random thought that spawned for message board chatter.

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

fuck columbia. fuck session II. and im pissed my mom made it session II when i couldve been at session I. the only reason im going to session II is cuz my mom thought i would have more days of classes, buts its LESS.

because of that, im not going to ANY OF THE FOB WARPED DATES THOUGH IF I DIDNT HAVE ANY OF MY CLASSES IT WOULD BE TOTALLY DO-ABLE.

im about to cry. like i cant take it, im going thru intense, intense withdrawal (specifically FOB)and im almost at a point where i cant take it. i have to go. pete made a post on the tour journal i could hardly read it.

"--Tuesday, July 27, 2004--status report
Lots going on. We're gonna miss the west coast.... Also. Were gonna have some new merch for warped tour: a shirt that has 8 of our early shirts on it for the collectors, a fob drama club shirt, scene point pins and more. So come by and check it out. Secondly, we aren't/didn't play warped in your town because they didn't ask us to not because we didn't want to so don't believe the hype."

i tried looking up greyhound bus times, but all the rides are 6+ hours to buffalo (7-8), hershey PA (6 hours), and boston (7). shitters X 1000. me and tiggs are trying to get ppl to get us merch. i think ill ask amanda. BTW im really excited for her bday party. aisha and i made her present and its turning out really nice.
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i got the new TBS album 'where you want to be' and its amazingly good. [and for the second time in 10 minutes, im listening to the chipmunk version of 'play' by punchline'] they even reviewed it on CNN headline news. the prude woman was like 'its noisy and repetitive at times, and i give it 2 1/2 stars for effort'. i laughed imagining her listening to it and headbanding ever so slightly..

so today i did laundry and read part of the 5th harry potter like the dork that i am. then i met up with aishaaaaa at AMC and saw napoleon dynamite for the 3rd time. the wedding scene was so funny. when we saw napoleon riding the stallion i almost fell over laughing. little do people know that hes hot in real life.
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i just realized i never did a concert review for the phantom planet show on the 12th. so heres aishas. its better than any phanplan review i could ever do. they played for 2 1/2 hours which is AMAZING, and they took every song request. dude.

"jennie and me almost drowned (in the rain). i had tutor and we left late from the country, so we ended up leaving waterside at 7:45. the doors opened at 8. suprisingly when we got there at... 8:15? there was still alot of people waiting to get in and many more behind us. lol jennie brought an umbrella we shared. not well though. we were both tugging. and then when i saw a cab i ran away with the umbrella to hail it. lol it was funny.

when we got there we went and bought merch and then looked for a spot. (i'm acutally very proud of us because by the end i only had two people in front of me.) as soon as we got there i understood that there would be absolutely no moshing. the crowd had all the classic signs of first time concert goers (shoulder bags, layers, long earrings, mass amounts of makeup...)

the first band was good (the washington socail club) alot of people in the crowd didnt seem to like them but i was bopping along lol.

edit: Angrylittleme [2:50 PM]: social club
Angrylittleme [2:50 PM]: u forgot to mention the FEMALE BASSIST
there was a female bassist. and we were like oh look it's me. that is all.

the second band (the ambulance) was actually pretty great. they reminded me alot of deathcab.. but.. catchier.. lol..

(jennie and me are good to go to concerts with. we talk alot while the bands are setting up so the time u have to wait flies by)

then was phanplan. i was so happy. ahh when long time fans finally get to see bands they like it's really really good stuff. i was singing along to every song for two and a half hours except one. for phantom planet fans... you know at the end of the big brat video? the pretty guitar part? that was the intro to the song they played. apparently someone requested it. i didnt see anyone singing along but i think i heard a couple people but im not sure. i guess they're the ones who requested it... it had never been recorded though and even alex was like 'we're playing this request.. i dont know how they know it though..' and ahh tima they pretty much covered all my faves on the guest and phanplan but did not stop there! that is right they covered the ones they didnt put on those albums that were on live at the troubador (does little dance) :D

their set lasted two and a half hours because they took every. single. request. you know how the headline band is only suppoesd to take 45min? yeah. two and a half hour set. that's right.

here are little things that made the night amazing--
alex: 'hey darren, you know any good ghost stories?'
darren mouths (what are you doing)
d: 'ghost stories?''
a: 'yeah, ghost stories.'
d: 'no i dont alex.'
a:'well here's a good one'
(darren and sam are laughing)
a: in a remote town in west virginia.. the wind is blowing.. alot of wind.. it whistles... oooh and there's also a tumbleweed that passes... and then this song begins to play... so now while we play picture that ghost story and a deserted police station.

-alex in the middle of a song: 'i promised myself i wouldn't do this. but VOTE KERRY. *mumble mumble* fucking... *mumble* *mumble*.

-they played the song 'the guest'.

-alex is a monkey like pete.

-these two guys behind jennie and me that started jumping and pushing the people i mentioned eariler. (the non concert goers).

'ooooh now were swaying! getting this party started!"

one of them hit their friend on the shoulder and was like 'mosh pit!'

and two of them started jumping up and down and pushing themselves against jen and me really hard during one of the songs and were like 'oooooh dry humping! having sex with clothes on!'

they started shouting during one of the break parts 'woooah shit are those guys brand new? *points to alex* hey is that snoop dogg?'and i turned around and gave one of them a weird look. and he turns to his friend and they were both looking at me and were like 'woah people are giving me death stares.' and i started laughing and they were smiling and he was like 'i know where i am i promise. i know that's not snoop dogg. i'm sorry.'

lol just in case anyone wants to know there were like 4 of them, but two were really loud, they were all quite cute except one was hot.

they were very funny. they made jen and me laugh hysterically.

- in the middle of the set alex goes: 'i know we all havent talked or anything. but i honestly beleive that you guys are the best people i've met in my entire life.'

- at the part before the chours for all over again (i think, cant rem..) alex did a kartwheel and ended up singing lying on the floor. then he got up and darren came over to him and whispered something and then alex got up and went to the mic and said, 'ok we're all going to stop playing. then i'm going to do something i've never done before. i'm going to try and sing without the mic and see if its loud enough.' so everyone was talking and was like 'we beleive in you!' and he was like 'i said be quiet.' and people werent being quiet. lol and then he was like 'i dont care. waste time. this is our show whatever.' it was funny lol. he sang and it lasted for like a second before everyone started singing along. it worked too.

-alex taking off his guitar and darren putting it on (so he had on two guitars) and then alex still proceeding to play the guitar. yes even though it was on darren. it was cool looking lol. (like slunt.. rem maria?)

-alex goes really close to sam and darren alot and sings in their face. it's really cute.-sam and darren do that together too.i should stop. but i really really love phantom planet. i dont say it enough. it was pretty incredible."

Monday, July 26, 2004

im back from new hampshire and maine! woot woot. im somewhat tanner and covered in misquito bites. theyre satans helpers i swear. when i got back into the city i was still impulsively smacking my head every few minutes thinking they were going to bite me again. ive mastered the art of killing misquitoes with a flick of my fingers. no, i lie. i wish.

so last monday channing, katie, and caroline picked us up and we drove for 6 hours to new bradford, new hampshire to the same inn we went to last year. we really didnt do much other than watch videos and 'i love the 90's (it rules my life.). we drove around and visited random lakes and one of channings old friends and it was really boring. bugs must die, especially misquitoes and giant dragonflies. -shudders-. day 2, ate mass amounts of tracys banana bread (its like crack...and i almost puked later from having so much). on wednesday we went fishing for an hour. as katie caught perch i was roasting and getting bitten left and right so i grabbed the paddles and rowed back to shore. bleeh.

we drove to kennebunkport, maine, which is a small port town by the ocean. its really awesome and i would definantely want to go back again. 1) the weather was really nice. 2) the restaurants were all really good and i think i had enough seafood to last me the rest of the year. 3) kennebunkport is covered with beaches and hot, droolworthy guys you wont find in the city. 4) i got kind of tan.

cons. katie and carolines grandpa booked some SHIT ASS MOTEL for us called the shoreland inn or something that i thought was a trailer park when i first saw it. and to think we had to stay there for 4 days? i almost shot myself. it smelled like cheap cleaner and i felt so grimy. dear god.

on our last day, we went to some place call bartlbys or something for dinner, and it was like a freaking Bush/Cheney shrine. gag me. they even had bush bumper stickers to take before you left. sickooss.

anyway.

day one. arrival, check in, walked to the little beach near the "inn"..., checked out the town and its people lol.

day 2, we went to this place called mikes clam shack or something for lunch and they had the best pina coladas ever. katie and i had some of my moms pina colada with rum and it wasnt all that bad. lol my brother had a sip of it and was convinced he was drunk and started swaying. we relentlessly mocked him thru out the trip. went back to the beach and katie and i spent an hour or two collecting crab shells and claws from the surf cuz we rock. we found a remmington bullet case which was pretty cool.

day 3, we checked out some of the outlet malls, saw the cutest guy ive ever seen at brookstone, ate at some random restaurant with the worst pina coladas EVER. it was warm with warm whipped cream. i threw up afterwards. we went to goochs beach for a bit, and went to go see napoleon dynamite for the second time. (and to think im going to go see it again tomorrow.) there are lots of lovely people at movie theatres. :)

every night after stuffing our faces with food and being giddy, we would go back to our rooms, watch VH1 and court tv/forensic files till we fell asleep. it was the saddest thing ever. i think im mixing up what we did every day. whatever. and my 'the format' cd was a permanent cd in the car. we played 'tune out' at least 100 times, and by the end i couldnt even listen to the song anymore.

left today, took a 7 hour bus trip back from maine, got back to the city around 4:30, came home, spent 2 hours catching up on livejournal. woot.

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aisha sent me the footage of pete when he smashed his bass @ the TX show, and he is really scary smashing his bass. he looks like hes going to kill someone.
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october/november will make my life. why? because

-Tour #1: Taking Back Sunday/Fall Out Boy/Matchbook Romance
-(SUPER)Tour #2: Lostprophets, Story of the Year, Letter Kills, My Chemical Romance, Anberlin.

DO THEY WANT TO KILL ME? its like every day they add another one of my favorite bands to add to my double aneyresm.

Monday, July 19, 2004

thank you, julie, for late night sporadic laughter.

Angrylittleme [12:57 AM]: im leaving for a hick town tomorrow.
Angrylittleme [12:57 AM]: cringe its the same one from last summer.
JewelPretzle [12:57 AM]: oh my!
JewelPretzle [12:57 AM]: want a kitty?
Angrylittleme [12:57 AM]: LOL what
JewelPretzle [12:58 AM]: my friend has totake them to a shelter cause no ones parents whant them
JewelPretzle [12:58 AM]: poor baby kittens
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: oh hahahhahahaa
Angrylittleme [12:58 AM]: no i thought that was ur form of condolence

Sunday, July 18, 2004

I should be packing. anyway. Katie and Caroline are here from California and tomorrow im going with them to New Hampshire to stay with Hick Bob and his banana bread making wife for two days. Then, we're going to Maine for another two days and 'staying by the ocean' for two days. Righty.

Yesterday. Katie and Caroline came into the city yesterday, and we ate dinner. After, we went to go see 'A Cinderella Story', which has got to be hands down the worst movie of the year. Its terrible. Chad Michael Murray is STUPID as is Hilary Duff. It's like invasion of the dumb blondes. No offense to blondes. I couldn't take it, and had sporatic bursts of uncontrolable laughter at how absurd it was. CNN:"Hilary Duff's mask is as effective as Clarke Kent's glasses in disguising their identity". HAHA.

Today. Went to go see 'The Boy from Oz' with Katie and Caroline, their dad, my brother, and my mom. My mom was being stupid and made us walk 25 blacks to 23rd St. from SoHo cuz she thought we should walk and she was just being an obnoxious bitch. The play, tho, is really good, more so the second scene, tho. I love Hugh Jackman like crazy. He can dance like nobodys business and during the Act, he saw two guys come in late. In Peter Allen fashion (kinda), he hit on them. lolol. And he did improv at some parts and included references to them. It was awesome. Afterwards, we hung out around the venue and saw Hugh Jackman leave in his car, etc. Went to eat.

Gotta pack. Be back in 5 days.

Saturday, July 17, 2004

i love the 90s. hal sparks is god. and michael ian black could be president. enough said.

katie and caroline are coming tomorrow and i didnt know till an hour ago. *surveys room/house*. SHIT.

Friday, July 16, 2004

im really digging this new blogger layout.

yesterday i met up with martha and jenny at blockbuster and we rented 'philadelphia' and 'reality bites' (inspired by i love the 90s..). coming back, we decided to stop by dunkin donuts and get food. got to jennys, watched 'clueless' (haha i love paul rudd), 'reality bites' (good movie, and now i dont hate ethan hawke as much). took a break to get pizza. watched 'philadelphia' (i fell asleep @ one part cuz it was a little slow...both overall it was a good movie). we watched some of 'gladiator' and stopped at the so-called 'oh snap' part (uh martha and jenny made that up). goood stuff.

today. nicholas is home from camp. woot. lazing around gets to you. need to clear my room.

testing...trying to upload a picture. nvm later

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

i got up around 10 this morning and went to annies house to try on old clothes she wanted to give away before she moves back to hong kong. i got a few shirts and a dress which will def be worn over pants. we ate some food and watched a rerun of 'i love the 90's : 1991'. that serious is the best thing ever. after about an hour, we went to our name is mud and spent forever painting demented chubby kitties. long story. hung out @ starbucks and went home to watch more i love the 90s. it was sick. POWER RANGERS ROCK.

Monday, July 12, 2004

soo i ran errands today after my piano lesson. so motherf-ing hot today i couldnt take it. i did laundry with my mom...8 HUGE loads cuz weve been lazy and not doing laundry forever. weve done it once in the past 2 weeks. thank god we went shopping yesterday. phantom planet tomorrow. woot.

two things made my day today.

1. i posted on the punchline message boards about the rewind ep. and steve responded to it. i think he was bored today and decided to check out the boards or something.>

"we're putting up new copies of the rewind dvd for sale in our webstore very soon.

give it a week.
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thx.
asm.
steve"

http://ihatekenny.com/punchline/viewtopic.php?p=767#767

it made my day. until..

2. fall out boy and taking back sunday are going on tour together in october, already one hot tour. who else is going? MATCHBOOK ROMANCE. theyre always on tours i go to lol. hot shit times 10 tho.

...and i almost died again right now:

Makupbag [2:18 AM]: so yea
Makupbag [2:19 AM]: PETE UPDATED FBR AND POSTED A PIC OF FRAKENPETE
Angrylittleme [2:19 AM]: WHAT
Makupbag [2:20 AM]: hehe
Makupbag [2:20 AM]: jk
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: FUCK YOU
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: i just had a heart attack
Makupbag [2:20 AM]: im laughing so hard
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: and im not fucking kidding
Makupbag [2:20 AM]: im so sorry jen
Makupbag [2:20 AM]: im so sorry
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: fuck you!
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: you will pay.
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: you just wait.
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: when you least expect.
Makupbag [2:20 AM]: im sorry
Makupbag [2:20 AM]: ill buy u something
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: lol no shut up
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: you will pay.
Angrylittleme [2:20 AM]: ahh my heart is still pumping
Makupbag [2:20 AM]: no need to be bitter
Angrylittleme [2:21 AM]: lol

>the butterflies mutated into mothras.

Makupbag [2:24 AM]: lol just so u no i was gona b like omg he picked up
Makupbag [2:24 AM]: but then i was like
Makupbag [2:24 AM]: i cant do that to her twice
Makupbag [2:25 AM]: in one night
Angrylittleme [2:25 AM]: u fucking suck

Sunday, July 11, 2004

mom and i got up at 8AM to take a bus from the port authority to go shopping in jerey. we took the 163 to the garden state plaza mall which is HUGE. on the way there, we had this HUGE argument about the amount of shows ("you're out of control" NO. FUCK YOU.) i go to and how i isolate myself from everyone else by blasting my music and its rude, etc. top 10 frustrating things of the week.

so we got to the mall, and i found the punchline cd WITH DVD=scoooore. mom ended up buying like four pairs of cargo capris from nordstrom as i oogled at the music videos they played. ofall the videos to play, they played anthem of our dying day by SOTY and...the calling. -dies- i love them. went to old navy and got 2 pairs of the same jeans ive been living on for the past like month, and another pair that i dont have to roll up @ the bottom. score again.

We got food from the food court, and as we were walking towards a table, this really cute jersey guy and his two friends tried to cut us off. i slapped down my tray cuz i suck and we ended up sitting next to each other. ehh. mom had this HUGE talk/lecture thing with me (for probably an hour and a half) in the middle of the food court and it really took its toll on me. held back tears of frustration for atleast an hour. i hate being vulnerable.

my mother decided that if i get ONE late to HOMEROOM next year, i wont be allowed to go to any concerts for the rest of the semester. including FOB.

fuck. you. bitch.

i went back to shopping to get my mind off everything. got bras and underwear. its sad how excited i am to wear my new bras. LOL theyre freaking awesome. got some weird track jacket type hoodie thing as well. my life is made. went home. whoot whoot.

my dad was being a complete douchebag. he refused to ask for the pizza to be delivered and give a $2 tip, and insisted we pick up the pizza...at 9PM. then he decided he wanted cantoloupe and wanted my mom to go to associated and get some. she refused saying she was tired. MUAHAH. i hate how my dad is such a jerk.

i was called an angry emo girl by fishlips. HAHAHAHAHAHAH -cries in the corner like emo kids do-

i desperately want the 'i <3 Ramen' shirt that patrick and steve have. i remember seeing it @ a merch booth. bullocks.

Friday, July 09, 2004

my life is semi FOB-centric. whoohoo look @ me! the next time i see them will be in october. fucking hellllll. during the last two shows on the Believers tour, aisha and i didnt get much merch cuz we were all 'lets wait till the crowd disperses!'. problems: we always got distracted somehow, and jordan and the other merch guys packed up alot sooner than usual. we missed out on so much merch like the red FOB girl hotpants, and shirts. i missed out on a punchline shirt that amy got that said 'win and sin with punchline' and it made me smile like an idiot. so now the 'deal' is ill make her a hot shirt and trade. yay.

all bands officially hate NYC. cuz of traffic? who knows. they always bypass it and go to jersey or UPSTATE NY. i just dont get it. or they go straight from PA to CT. nyc is cursed or something. i think what really sparked this mini rant is that fact that for the few dates of the warped tour FOB got drafted for, theyre going to upstate NY and PA. im going to the jersey show which is in the middle of the time between those two dates, and the PA show is right after the jersey show. die die die.>

the san francisco show is on the 22nd of august. what relaly sucks is that at that time last year, i was IN san francisco. bastards. this tour is giving CA 8 dates. bleeehhh. if only i could drive.

Thursday, July 08, 2004

happy bday to aisha!

we got our fridge back!! scoree. i saw spiderman2 with jenny again. it was funnier the first time. sighs. how the FUCK will we see it a third time with martha. GOD. we went to a little mexican place to get chicken quesadillas cuz we suck. good stuff. story of the year and THE CALLING were on pepsi smash. dont kno what i think of that. i love the calling. i love the 90s is brainwashing me i swear.

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

got up @ 2. watched montel. got off my arse to do errands then go to anwars. watched young hercules and hung out. tried to get the punchline ep/dvd. i think everyones out. fucking hell.

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

my windows media player isnt working = music not playing. what am i going to dooo. got back from jersey today. bumped into aaron, kitty, and vero on the plaza. watched rushmore with aisha and i loved it. midway thru the movie we decided to call pete. it went something like this>

[after two tries]
pete: hello?
aisha: hi, pete?
pete: this is pete
aisha: hey this is aisha from new york...i gave you my journal and a doll...?
pete: i absolutely remember you!
aisha: i stole your number from jennie
pete: oh my lord...(chuckle) listen can you call me back in a bit? im on the other line with my record label
aisha: oh! ok
pete: call back in half an hour.
aisha: ok, bye!
pete: bye!

click. breathe. aisha shrieks.

friday> jersey.

saturday. we went to go see the notebook with the cousins and amys friend lynn. i fell in love with ryan gosling again since young hercules lol. [mm very scattered entry]. amy was being 'harassed' over the phone and internet by little adoring asian boys LOL. take a gander at what their names were. mhm.

then amy and i were driven to mercer county park for a pre-july fireworks display and random concert. if that makes ANY sense at all. why didnt they just have the fireworkds on the FOURTH OF JULY? at first i thought they got it wrong but w/e. we roasted in the shade as we waiting for amys manwhore and co. to come (im having too much fun) and for the event to start. so boyang and his two friends showed up an hour late, and blah blah. aisha and i were on the phone for a total of probably 3 hours. it was life saving (danke aisha) cuz being around PDA-ing strangers is weird. i looked like an anti social bum hanging out by a fence talking on the phone for so long but i had muchos fun. the orchestral thing and insects were killing me and i had a grand total of two sprites, a water bottle, and three ice cream bars. i dont know how i survived.

we got driven home by this guy garys (?) mother (who was really cool). any time i spent with them a was probably one of the more awkward moments in my life. amy and i ended up staying up for the longest time and eating chef boyardee and easy mac to the extent i can no longer look at a can of it.

sunday. july 4th. whoot whoot. slept in. hung out. the whole day. i had a BLAST watching 3 1/2 hours of a spiderman marathon on ABC family because i suck. (amy: for money!) and cuz amy was doing a project for peddie. i think we watched the punchline dvd at least 5 times over.

monday. got up late again. amy got back from peddie and i took a shower and we watched the style network. i got really annoyed at the bo guy cuz he kept tlaking on the phone with amy and she had to pee and no matter how many times she told him he wouldnt SHUT UP WITH THE FLIRTING. my god let the girl piss. saw donnie darko with the cousins. i really loved that movie. makes u love jake gyllenhaal too. ate easy mac two meals in a row. barfworthy. we watched for love or money and who wants to marry my dad for the first time. its sad how addictive these mindless over the top soap operaish dramatic reality shows are.

must see my chemical romance on 8/21/04 @ irving..

Friday, July 02, 2004

i am the most unpleasant person to be around when im PMSing. badly right now. im irritable, snappy, unenthusiastic, dull, and uberbitchy and i cant do anything about it. every little think irks me and i want to beat it. its good time to reflect on how fucked up everything is. i hate stupid people. peoples flaws become so much more obvious when im on edge.

saw spiderman 2 with jenny today. laughed so hard i cried @ one scene. danielle needs to start calling people.

the end.

Thursday, July 01, 2004

you know things are bad wen aisha and i are up @ 3AM laughing uncontrollably at the ungliness of reebok shoes on zappos.com

jayati called me today. i miss her. she was in the city for a few days and shes going back to nepal, canada, and india tomorrow. i need to call danielle. i miss my friends.

lesson one for parents. learn to get off your kids back.
2. dont rub their failures in
3. dont lecture it will only make matters worse and they wont listen
4. leave them alone when theyre busy
5. dont intrude onto their space.

bitchhh.

kill the drama.