kill the drama.

Right now the T4s are at their prom less than a block away from my house... and me and Priscilla are trying to pull together a last minute Einstein project to do with SPF, skin, and UV Rays... and I had an allergy attack and took a Benadryl and feel so fucking drugged out... ughhh

posted by Jennie @ 10:52 PM 0 comments

Things I've Achieved During Spring Break.
-I cleaned my room.
-Watch FUSE like crazy now that we got Time Warner cable (fuck a cow, RCN lol)

That's about it lol, I didn't do much homework, or successfully install Roadrunner DSL onto my computer. Ungh.

This week is going to be incredible, though.
Tuesday we have normal classes.
Wednesday is Einstein on the Beach = doing jackshit.
Thursday is normal class.
FRIDAY IS FREE because kids are taking the SAT's and SATIIs the next day and it's a day off! I LOVE THREE DAY WEEKENDS!!

But then it's exams and T4 graduation.

Oy vey.

posted by Jennie @ 1:07 AM 0 comments

"Nothing good is happening..."

In all seriousness, I feel like a wall has been erected around me and I don't feel in touch with reality or my friends or anything.

What the fuck.

For realz, my luck is running out. I don't know what I think about it. Kind of pissed je think.

posted by Jennie @ 5:57 PM 0 comments

THE ALIAS SEASON FINALE WAS AMAZING.
...his name isn't Michael Vaughn. Ahhhh (watch and get it).

The LOST finale was decent.

Either way, J.J. Abrams is god.

posted by Jennie @ 11:10 PM 1 comments

A few things before I collapse into bed--

Seeing the Fall Out Boy video played on TRL on MTV and talked about by the VJs was a whole new experience for me. Still don't know what I think about it.

I was supposed to go to Blood Brothers but instead went by myself to the knitting factory to see JACK'S MANNEQUIN. THEY ARE INCREDIBLE. Ahhhh. ANDREW McMAHON IS GOD. I'm so glad that I went. Even if I did miss out on lurkingXcoreXhardcoreXlovah.

.... on my way to the subway I walked past two people who shall go by the names B and W. I really just didn't need that. Blehhhh

posted by Jennie @ 11:50 PM 0 comments

...

In sharp contrast to all my previous posts, I don't like That Boy very much anymore, I don't know how I can. Sometimes you don't need to know every thing/the whole story. What you see on the present is sufficient enough without having the dwell on past occurances.

It's kind of a relief not having the burden of that huge crush, but it's also kind of bothersome because now I feel a little empty. And cheated to think I had such a skewered imagine of him.

Back to being emo in Square One!

posted by Jennie @ 7:12 PM 0 comments

Thursday- I went to the Foreign Language Festival at school and it was awesome. I loved how everyone just got up and danced in the middle of the theatre at the end... I think my favorite performances were the belly dancing, my brother's random dancing (LOL), THE JAPANESE DANCE SKIT (I seriously almost pissed on myself), and a few others...

Today- I missed so many chances. But besides that.. uh lol nvm. My brother saw Star Wars today because tickets randomly freed up. Spite! My head hurts. Le Oy. Maria called me during 'How to Be Dead' during Snow Patrol's set and that made my day...

I HATE BEING INTIMIDATED BY BITCHES WITH PUPPY DOG EYES AND FUCKING AWESOME HAIR AND ARE SHY AND GOOD WITH KIDS (APPARENTLY). lol god, I'm not that pathetic I swear. GOSH.

posted by Jennie @ 12:17 AM 0 comments

I will be doing Community Service in FIJI from June 28th to July 14th.

Petty rant: ACCEPTANCE AND ANBERLIN HAVE A SHOW AT THE DOWNTOWN ON JULY 10th.

...and Jen sits and cries because she's missing her hearts.

Waaaaahhhh.

posted by Jennie @ 11:35 PM 0 comments

05/17/2005 Fall Out Boy On TRL - June 3rd Fall Out Boy will be performing on TRL during their "Spankin New Sounds Of Summer Week" in Las Vegas on June 3!


aaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!

posted by Jennie @ 4:23 PM 0 comments

I'm home for my double free and I have to go back for Physics Math and Chinese in like 25 minutes... groans. Whyyy can't I just fucking stay home for a day. Not in the mooooood.

He eats! lol sad.

posted by Jennie @ 12:36 PM 0 comments

After an unsuccessful trip to the 'Lighthouse Posh Sale' (well Maria got Oscar de la Renta shoes for $20), I got a pair of Blue Cult jeans for $38 on Friday and the hapiness lasted me a few hours until the nighttime, when I had a bit of a spastic emo fest and had crazy desperate thoughts about ways to talk to that boy. Pathetico like I don't know what.

Helen Claire and I almost died of exhaustion/dehydration during the Red Dive Chinatown tour. So. Painful. AGH. AND BECAUSE OF IT I DIDN'T GET TO SEE HAL SPARKS AT THE AIDS WALK IN CENTRAL PARK WHICH I WAS FUCKING SUPPOSED TO BE AT. But my brother got an autograph and Jennay called me during his mini speech so twas exciting.

Fall Out Boy will be on Hardrock Live in early June. They were also on the AOL Music Frontpage and I nearly SHAT on myself. Jeeez.

posted by Jennie @ 10:29 PM 0 comments

So maybe I am a moron and coward for being in the library and not doing anything. By the end of this week, je promis.

Aisha and I went to Conan to see FOB. We didn't get standby tickets so we walked around Rockerfeller Center with Tiggs and her friend for an hour or so... went back to NBC Studios and caught up with the Fall Out Boys before they left. We had a longer-than-usual convo with Andy about plane crashes. Don't ask lol. I LOVE THEM.

Then I shimmied on down to the Bowery Ballroom and got there right before Head Automatica went on. They were increeeaadible! Dance dance dance what a fucking pretty bunch of people.

Acceptance is seriously my HEART. Ungh I love them. It was seriously me, Tima, and four other people singing along. I forgot to say hi/bye to the Sony A&R guy a.k.a. my new best friend / ill connection... and I didn't stick around to talk to Jason or anyone because I was tired and needed a ride home before my mother threw a shit fit.

Which she didn't.

SO WHY DIDN'T I STAY? Because I'm a good asian daughter. Next time, then. With Anberlin. Waggle waggle indeed!

Word on the street was fXc was there but I didn't see him...?

posted by Jennie @ 11:12 PM 0 comments

The library was seriously my favorite place to be the entire day today. It wasn't even funny how happy it made me. Ask Maria. I think I was flushed for part of lunch. And I was defffffinentally a lurker last period. LOL you don't have to understand that.

Today is going to rule. FOB @ Conan (if we can get spots it will be incredible) then Acceptance and Head Automatica at the Bowery Ballroom. Too fucking awesome if you ask me.

Sometimes I don't freaking understand the sympathetic hypocrite's mindset. I think I'm losing the guilt factor or losing my conscience either way sucks.

Have you ever felt really bold in the middle of the night. Like you have this spur of emotion and feel like you can do fucking anything... like starting a conversation with that boy.

posted by Jennie @ 12:54 AM 0 comments

I'm so drained. Rahhh

Happy Mother's Day for you mothers out there...

Punchline on Saturday was fun. I love their shows more than I care to admit.

Cisek's play was really amusing on Friday. Also on Friday I was walking up the stairs looking completely drugged out and I almost walked into That Boy and like cried lol oy

posted by Jennie @ 12:18 AM 0 comments

Soo FALL OUT BOY last night! For serious, Myspace led me to talk to so many people. Shoutouts ensue. I went to Tower in the morning instead of english to get my 2nd copy of the FOB CD and my wristband for the preshow soundcheck... and right afterschool we ended up walking and cabbing our way to Irving.

People came and went, socialized a whole bunch... the staff wouldnt let Beckett in cuz he lost his pass lol. Then they let us into Irving where we got to watch a 2-song soundcheck. Apparently they were filming it for some MSN special so keep your eyes peeled for that! Then they kicked us to the curb and brought us back in for a ghettoass signing which was fun anyway :P The Fall Out Dudes were lovely.

fXc and Riana and scene points and manpurses and good charlotte and yellow. GOODNESS. Dual aneyrsem heartattack right there.

This giant orgy of people up front who were all BFF or only knew each other for ten minutes appeaered and we were right in the middle lol. They let us in around 8 and we ran up to the barricade since we're ridiculous...

The AKA's were awesome even though I think we collectively only knew like two songs.

Gym Class was really great as well. Cupid's Chokehold and Patrick coming out really really started off my night. And Beckett coming out for The Simple Life or something. Gah!

THE ACADEMY=AHH. Serious dancing and melting to the tune of Bill Beckett. No joke. They were filming a video for Checkmarks so hey, we might be on it. Completely absurd in every sense of the word. But they were incredible. It was Maria's first time and she almost cried when the now-un shy Beckett shimmied. (!!!)

Then FOB! Whoooooo! They were amazing. God I love them so much. Afterwards I managed to get the roadie to peel the second setlist off the floor for me so that made my day.

Fastforward past merch, MariaAisha leaving, losing half the people I came in with, sitting on stoops with Effie, got pictures and snuck in convo with all the dudes. Too tired to write those...

AHH JAY Z and BEYONCE were there!! EEEEeeeee. Effie and I talked to British boys. Always, always fun. Fun is not namedropping. COUGH AHEM lol.

Gooooodtimes. Now we either have Conan or Warped. Shrugs.

Maria- Congratulations, it's a boy!!

posted by Jennie @ 1:03 AM 0 comments

Groans, I'm exhausted.

College fair was fun until I realized I'm never getting into college. Watch me go to Rutgers or something. Oy. My family would freaking disown me. I definantely stalked this one boy with a green hoodie from some other school when I wasn't spazzing about bumping into blank.

Faaaaaaaall Out Boy today! So excited, so excited.

Goodnight.

posted by Jennie @ 1:39 AM 0 comments