kill the drama.

Describe..
Time- 6:04 PM
Mood- Worried
Eating- little sesame cookies
Drinking- nothing.
Clothes- poofy red vest, light pink tshirt, purple sweatpants
Thinking- "i really really should start my bio lab since its due monday..."
Wanting- a pina collatta lol
Weather- really nice and breezy...has spring come?!
Loving- Pete for being pete.
Hating- dr. K
Watching- The computer screen as I type?


Random..
What does your room look like- an absolute mess. its relaly colorful and looks like the room of an 8 year old who has a penchant for pink and trinkets. ive got little scattered posters on my walls...printers and stuff loaded onto my old barbie house...bed desk blah blah blah i need a room makeover.
What kinda shoes- pink flip flops
What's that good stuff I smell- id my mom cooking...?
What is on your bed- sheets, pillow, comforter
What is always right next to your bed- my satanic alarm clock and cell phone for those lovely 5AM txt msgs from aisha (haha)
What would describe you in 2 words- Psycho spazz.
Most overused phrase on aol- eh, bah, lol, i love, i hate, damn, goddamnit...yeah i use alot of nonesense words too
What do you think about before sleep- too much.
Do you pray- No.
Have any diseases?- uh eczema but its okay now
Have any disorders- None diagnosed.
What would you wish for- alot of different things
Do drugs regulary- Nope.
Drink like a lonely 40yr old male at a bar- always!
What song describes you best- hard question...skip for now
Your oldest by age boyfriend/girlfriend- a 50 year old married oil exec as always.
Funniest memory- Dunno, I have a lot.
Saddest memory- Uhm. :x
Scariest memory- Dunno.
Happiest memory- i think any time that ive seen fob and talked to pete. i dunno it just makes me so damn happy. and every time ive been to IMX is lovely.
Best Sexual memory- harhar.
An Awkward memory- Dunno.
Best memory- I dunno. I have a lot
You're looking foward to- punchline! soco/yc, warped tour. and if i had tickets, skate and surf tomorrow.
You're not looking forward to- Monday. mondays blow.
What are you doing online- Doing this survey, biotch.
Who are you talking to- im being antisocial and have blocked everyone but 5 ppl.
Ever done anything with a banana besides eating it- lol sure :/
Had sex more then once in a period of 5 hours- who doesnt
Do you like humping things- WHY YES.
Ever stuck your tounge out and wink at a hot girl/guy that passed- LOL YES! from the window of a restaurant and he just kinda waved and walked away weirded out as i almost died laughnig
Do you bark out the window- I have before.
What are you addicted to- Music, internet, sleep, FOOD. its sick.
Have any obsessions - Yes like nobodys business.
Current annoyance- homework and the thought of having to suffer through months of allergy season...
What do you collect- shot glasses, used to collect stickers and stamps
Have the police ever been to your house because of you- No.
Ever have to do community service ETC- i need to do like 30 to be able to proceed to my junior year. mofosss
Where's your computer at- sounds sassy. no no nvm. um when u walk into my room its right in front of you in the corner by the closet.
What's behind you- my massive chair with all my clothes on it, door, mirror
Do you have a job- kinda...i go to my dads office and help him out and get paid. its not pay its bribe.
Do you excersise reguarly- i should. im so fucking lazy im going to die of obesity in a few years...
What's hanging from your ceiling- LMFAO!!!i actually looked up to my ceiling to see if anthing was actually hanging even tho i kno very well theres nothing..


Friends/People Who..
Sits at your lunch table- i dont sit at lunch tables anymore...i sit outside with different 'groups'
Last person to make your heart fall to your feet- i think it was ben jelen lolol
Last person you were in love with- nobody
Makes you piss yourself laughing- alot of ppl i love
Annoys you- Argh. People in my school. Argh argh argh.
Is a pervert- alot of ppl
You miss the most- DANIELLE
Were in a car with- taxi cab with annie, martha, misha jenny. good times.
Was over your house last- the T1 group-- jenny, danielle, martha, nora.
You haven't talked to in months- Syarina lol. she just deleted her email one day without telling me and i cant be bothered to harass her in a letter.
Makes you horny- lmfao. benpetejasonleeryanryanryanjesper/-geoff etc etc etc
Last person you went to a show with- tima, aisha, amy, tommydavid, zooz: FALL OUT BOY! good times there...
Last persons house you were at- annies
Last person that IMed you- amy
You want to die- Oh, I can think of a few.
You can tell anything to- danielle
You're going to call tonite- aisha tima haifa necla
Last person you emailed- amy
You look like- apparently my aunt but i refuse to believe it
You wish you looked like- i dont like this
Acts like you the most- i dont know, i dont think im like alot of ppl. then again thats wat everything thinks ofthemselves
Has changed the most- If I said it, they'd read it. So i'm not going to.
Is a good friend you never get to see- DANIELLE
Are you most likely to marry- You.
Who you talk to online but not in person- LJ friends, JULIE!!, and other random ppl
Has the nicest ass- lol why dont we let amy answer this one: "pete!" -twitches-

Have you ever..
Lied about your age- hah yes
Broke the law- Yeah. Nothing big, though.
Cried in public- Bah. Yes. >.<
Commited suicide- Why yes. That's why I'm typing this out right now.
Ran away from home- nope
Ran away from home and got caught- No.
Been attracted to the same sex- i guess
Kissed/ETC member of the same sex- what is this whole ETC business. do they mean 'etc..' bums. on the cheek.
Drank a whole bottle of Barcadi 151- No.
Puked from drug usage- No.
Puked from alcohol usage- No.
Made yourself puke- No.
Been to jail- No.
Been to a psychiatric ward- No.
Got drunk/high at or before work/school- No.
Got your foot stuck in a chair- Lmfao. Yes.
Went for 3 days without showering - yes @ camp mason and...when i just couldnt be bothered :/
Saved unusal things from someone- yeah i have this thing with documenting my life...
Stalked someone- LOL!!!! yes yes yes! always fun.
Partied for a week straight- in my own head
Been fucked up for a week straight- No.
Been in an ambulance- never
Painted your nails black- no but i havent colored them black with markers cuz i was so bored
Thought you were a bird- yeah sure
Chased a bird- i used to, then one fateful day last year a pigeon attack me (hit my side) and ever since then ive been scared of getting near pigeons. anyone who has walked with me can attest to my behavior around then.
Almost killed a bird- i think we hit a bird when driving...
Been stuck somewhere- canada, home, other persons house, fcking manhatten (no no i love it but not when teres something in jersey and i missingit...yeah)
Made a screen name with someone's name in it- haha yes...
Slept with someone over 18- Virgin.
Drank slimfast- its narsty. or was that ensure...
Snorted when you laughed- yes when i almost died laughing so hard and choking on sprite


Last book you read: i need to read more. the great gatsby
Last movie you saw: wilde???
Last song you heard: All of us- blindside
Last thing you had to drink: i need a drunk. drink lol
Last time you showered: thursday night
Last thing you ate: sesame cookies u senile crack

[ Fashion ]
1. Do you wear a watch: Yes.
2. How many coats and jackets do you own: 5?
4. Most expensive item of clothing you wear: a pair of $50 XOXO jeans...crazy, man
5. What kind of shoes do you wear: converse, reebok, nine west
6. Describe your style in one word: ihavenoidea...boring

[ Friends ]
1. Do your friends 'know' you: Maybe one or two people really do. But for the most part, no.
2. What do they tend to be like: obnxoious and sarcastic and lovely ppl...
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked: i dont know cuz if i wrote some down id sound rather narcissitic
4. Are there people that you tell everything to do: I dont think so...maybe...

[ Other ]
1. Favorite band ever: right now its fall out boy because they were seriously the ones who kept me SANE this year
2. Most listened to bands: Something Corporate, Fall Out Boy, Lostprophets, Punchline, Taking Back Sunday, the sounds
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking: I'd be blind if I didn't. 4. Can you play an instrument: piano tho i suck at it, i can do the kazoo like nobodys business
5. Type of music listened to: mostly rock oriented. rap kills me cuz i feel like i lose brain cells listening to it.
6. Type never listened to: rap

[ Homosexuality ]
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands: if they both look like straight men/women i think 'hmm...interesting who woulddve thunkd' but otherwise i usually think 'aww thats cute'
2. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children: agree and i could ramble but im gettig worn out

[ General Questions ]
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment: dont know
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day: Sunny. rainy days make my mood crap
3. Do you consider yourself lucky: Yes. I'm lucky to have the parents I do and not to be living in China right now, freaking out about grades and whatnot. 4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide: For the most part, no. I feel worse for the people around them. 5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: torn

[ Stuff ]
1. Do you own any plaid clothing: No
2. Do you own Converse shoes: Yes
3. Do you own Saucony shoes: no but i think theyre kinda cute
4. Do you own old school Nikes: no
5. Do you wear tight pants: uh...sometimes
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants: usually theres only one
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is: wtf
8. Do you own a messenger bag: yeah
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest: Yes.
10. Do you own braces: I had them for two years. not anymore.
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth: wtf is this a trivia quiz?
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair: not its middle length..and i think im balding. wheres the natural volume i used to have?? actulaly when my hair dries normally i have a lovely poof.
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches: is that possible for asians without 80s perms
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon: No...
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat": i like FAUXHAWKS better but yeah, theyre snazzy
16. Is your hair black or red: Black.
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye: No.
18. Do you own a bandana: yeah but i never wore it (remmeber when it used to be a trendfad)
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears: No i kinda have a problem with having HUGE holes in my ears
20. Are you amused by safety pins: huh no
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute: haha yes for the inside of my shirt once
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them: a few
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London: i have a problem with those types of clothes. theyre supposed to be 'punk' brands but by overcharging on them, theyre completely going against the whole 'ideal' of DIY and thrift shop clothes that stereotypical punks wear.
24. Do you enjoy leopard print: No.

[ Habits/Beliefs ]
25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything): extremely.
26. Are you an anarchist: a bit
27. Does the American flag anger you: not really
28. Are you "working class": uh i dont know..?
29. Do you dislike "preps": theyre all prudes
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic: Occasionally.
31. Do you smoke cigarettes: Nope.
32. Do you smoke cloves: No u crack
33. Are you a thin waif: like hell i am
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian: no. if i was id be dead in a few days. im a freaking carnivore.
35. Do you think meat is murder: ugh i dont care
36. Do your nighttime activities usually involve drunken underage vomiting: not me.
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park: im not a hobo.
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week: i was it every other day or 2 days
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower: no
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor: lol not that I know of.
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is: wasnt he some famous american lit author?
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac: "hey jack kerouac.." good song
43. Are you a member of the Makeout Club: oh no
44. Do you say "rad": a few times

[ Other ]
Name: Jennifer Michelle Eng
Do you like it: Yes
Nicknames: J, Jen, Jennie, Jen Jen, Jennifafleefla, Jim, Lover, bob, Jun-nay
Screen names: angrylittleme, jenniee1250
Birthday: 12/16/88
Sign: Saggitarus
Location: Manhatten NYC
Crush: :D
Virgin: yes
Natural hair color: Black.
Current hair color: Black.
Eye color: Brown.
Birthplace: NYC
Shoe size: 9-10


Who is your ultimate favourite band? stop asking the same questions moron. right now tis fob.
Who is your least favourite band? nsync. still. after years and years of loathing i still want to attack them.
Why? theyre backstreet ripoffs first of all, their music is purely artificial, only 2 members posess any talent, theyre cocky as hell, and also cuz i have to. the whole nsync vs bsb thing
What is your favourite type of genre? rock
What is your least favourite type of genre? rap/hiphop die die die
What is your favourite all-time CD? dont know
What is in your CD player right now? Punchline, brand new, the sounds, burned copy of ocean avenue
What was the first ever CD/cassette your bought? sadly it was nsync but i got the bsb the day after
What was the last CD you bought? ben jelen - give it all away
What CD is next on your list? H.I.M.- razorblade romance
Do you download off the internet? Yeah..
How many shows have you been to? Concerts? like...10?
What has been your favourite show? falloutboy/spitalfield/acceptance/trouble is
What has been your worst show? Don't have a worst.
What was the last show you went to? Ben Jelen...
What is the next show you're going to? punchline, 4/25
What is your favourite venue? the continental (irivng is ok)
Who has been the best live band you've seen? fall out boy of course
Who has been the worst live band you've seen? two shots of rye werent that great. we just liked the bassist kinda.
What band would you like to see most, dead or alive? no idea
What festivals have you been to? >:( I would've gone to the Skate and Surf Festival... but... urgh...
Are you in a band? No but Tmy freds do.