kill the drama.

so i got up and out of bed and went online. and in the acceptance LJ community was:

my heart is broken... im going to kill myself....

so awhile back i emailed acceptance.. b/c i am in love with jason vena.. i am sure u noticed.... and this is what i emailed them..:

okay jason.. im pretty sure you have been asked this many many times... but do u have a girlfriend... if u dont .. thats wonderful ( not in a bad way) its just many girls out there are in love with you ( found this out from live journal) and if u say yes then you will crush many of the girls hearts ( including me) .. so just say no so we can go on with our merry lives and pretend we will one day have a chance with you.. tee hee... but i love all yall... ( just want to marry jason) i cant stop listening to yall's cd .....i really cant wait till i can see you perform.. dont worry i am not one of those stalker type girls... i just think you have an amazing voice and beautiful eyes and a beautiful everything.... i just dont understand why i cant find your twin out there damnit... but i hope everything is going well.. take care....

LOVE,

MONIQUE "mOe" LONGORIA from atlanta, ga....
"UNTHOUGHTS-LIKE THOUGHTS THAT ARE THE SOULS OF THOUGH"- POE

well today i get home and i got a REPLY.. oh yeah.. but it was a bit of bad news .... even though i found out from all of yall.. but it hurts even more to hear it from the actual band... oh well...

From : Acceptance
Sent : Saturday, January 31, 2004 3:40 AM
To : "mOe =) LONGORIA"
Subject : Re: jason

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moe; you may want to sit down for this. well considering you are on a computer, i will assume you are sitting. jay is actually engaged to his girlfriend of forever. they plan on getting married sometime next winter, like january. now, regretfully i brought this information to you, yet not without some bright hopes; he is very appreciative of your (and others') appreciation. well! i hope that life will find a way to go on and i am most certain it will, so we will see you when we go back out!

take care
ryan

and i was just like UGH . not fun. that plus homeowrk really blows...

posted by Jennie @ 3:57 PM