kill the drama.

i think that this last month of semester one just might kill me. or put me into a state of hysteria. english hw is ridiculous. bio, chem and history curriculums suck. kirshenbaum is too loud and obnoxious for me. duttifuck must die. jose needs english lessons. badly. and im always bored. and spaced out. and pissed off at ppls stupidity tho u kno its probably just me. i find everyone boring. its not that i want to but i feel like im in a constant state of boredom. and people piss me off. like audrey. lol candance and i had trouble listening to her ramble on and on. i dont know how anwar does it. its like some gift or something. i dont spend triple frees with one of my best friends because shes too busy carousing with the Swarm. who are obviously more interesting and fun cuz i hardly see her except for classes. wow: is it me whose boring or is it everything/everyone else. something to ponder as i stare blanky into my notebook. frogger hehehe. fatima and i were chatting at lik 11:30 at nite about jesper from the sounds. i know im just having a whole obsessive bout like i always do. i cant help it. and i like wen im obsessed. 'obsessed'. its defined differently by different ppl. as i chat online with haifa i realize i really AM having a shallow-insensitive-obsessive bout and i really gotta get over it. i kno im pissing ppl off with my '-squeak- jasonvena!' quips. frogger should stay away from those hos that he talks to sometimes...theyll influence him badly and make him lose brain cells. much like i lose brain cells listening to g-unit but thats just getting majorly off topic. i hate guys who are cocky asses. and who are really shallow. guys who respect girls more or who are more willing to listen to them just cuz theyre pretty or cuz they act all silly and stuff suck my bum. argh. PDAs should be banned. im such a backstabber. i suck. im really sad for jon of rufio cuz the reason why they had to cancel their tour was cuz his brother died :'(

posted by Jennie @ 9:55 PM