kill the drama.

2005-08-09T21:49:00.000-04:00

The Queer As Folk finale was on Sunday. Jenny and I slaved for a few hours on a cake with the cast members on it. We didn't put the lesbians because they are irrelevant. LOL=BTW I ate half of the cake. I ate the heads, Jenny ate the devil's foodcake base. Marf and Tima ate the cheesecake because theyre lame.Then on Monday night we went to the KF for Hal Spark's band Zero 1's gig. We were the

2005-08-09T00:50:00.000-04:00

I am the happiest fucking loser on the planet. I went to Hal Sparks' band Zero 1's gig at the Knitting Factory. And then we met him. And got a picture. And he wrote me a note on my ticket. When we left we nearly burst into tears. Fucking love that man. Pictures demain.

2005-08-06T23:33:00.000-04:00

Tomorrow's the Queer as Folk finale. Yeah I'm dreading it. I love that show far, far too much. Sighs.Myspace is a crazy place. I found both of the Brit boys that me and Effie talked to after the FOB CD Release show at Irving Plaza. among other things. And they're making another pilgramage to the States to take over Warped and Hellfest hahah.AMANDA DAMN YOU FOR MEETING SLOAN. I mean Mr. Rifkin. I

2005-08-04T23:20:00.000-04:00

This is why I'm about to attack someone.I FUCKING MISSED JARED LETO AND HIS BAND AT IRVING PLAZA LAST NIGHT WITH CHEVELLE BECAUSE I'M A FUCKING DOUCHE BAG AND DON'T CHECK UP ON SHOWS THAT ACTUALLY MATTER. WHAT THE FUCK. WTF WTF WTF WTF.I watched Alexander yesterday with my friends and we were like haha *passive thought* what if we randomly walked into Jared Leto on the street? Har har har. *goes

2005-08-04T02:41:00.000-04:00

I slept over at Martha's last night. We saw a bunch of bootleg movies she got for the equivilent of US$0.03. Incredible.Aisha bought me a box of assorted butter cookies from Harrod's and I had ten. Out of I think thirty. They are incredible. I've never been so happy to strive towards obesity. They're so fucking good. I want to live in the Harrod's bakery.I read over old FOB entries and reviews we

2005-08-02T00:45:00.000-04:00

I just found out Paramore will be at both of the Warped dates I'm going to. HECK. YES. I really like them alot and I shouldn't be this excited about seeing them. lol

2005-08-01T23:40:00.000-04:00

Martha's back from China!!Jenny's back from England!!Tima's back from (were you in the Caribbean?)!!Aisha's almost back from England!!Oh joyyyyy.On another note, my closet is now re-organized. And my room is halfway cleaned towards recovery.I can't believe it's already August.A little less than two weeks till Warped times two but for some reason my excitement level decreased significantly from

2005-07-31T14:23:00.000-04:00

I just ate far, FAR too much Chinese food. I seriously went down to Chinatown and bought everything I could get my hands on and ate it all in one sitting. Uggghh about to puke puke puke.My mom decided I had been in the house too long and I've been suffering from college-related stress and insomnia. Like not being able to sleep until 5AM because my mind is overrun with thoughts of how badly I'm

2005-07-30T21:59:00.000-04:00

Pete's latest journal entry made me into a nostalgic emo fruitcake."Saturday, July 30, 2005baby boy don't be blue. we've got big plans for you. ive been up for three days straight trying to get you off of my mind. but your stuck like super glue. what a mess. i can't say i mind it. i am in love with the show 24. it's obsession. summertime is running. sprinting. it kinda makes me feel sick to my

2005-07-30T14:55:00.000-04:00

Ooh boy it's about a month until school starts. CRUNCH TIME.On another note, I feel horrible for the Boy Scouts of America. First five of their scout leaders were electrocuted to death on the way to the Jamboree or whatever. Then hundreds of participants in the Jamboree suffered from heat-related illnesses. And then yesterday a Boy Scout or two died from lightning strikes.http://apnews.myway.com/

2005-07-28T14:20:00.000-04:00

Oh my gosh do I love Gatsby's American Dream.Ahh.Amanda and I were at the Continental like two freaking hours before the show... and it was 98 degrees outside and then started to rain. Grr. But of course I was lurking and got all happy when ANY of the Gatsby's guys would walk past. Hahah.A Late Design wasted my life. That is all.I freaking love Waking Ashland though. If you haven't heard them go

2005-07-26T20:51:00.000-04:00

I just deleted my post by accident. GRRR.To the point- I keep eating and can't stop. It's like a disease. Which has made my Buddha (mah tummy) gain four pounds since I got home from Fiji. Cross my fingers and hope it's just my body readjusting to the luxury of food everywhere all the time.The boy from Relient K is freaking adorable.The Academy on Cold Pizza this morning made my day. It was

2005-07-26T10:23:00.000-04:00

http://www.livejournal.com/users/angry_little_me/130704.html?mode=reply

2005-07-19T23:05:00.000-04:00

Word on the street is that temperatures reached 100 degrees today... no wonder Amy and I almost died walking around. And made about five stops at random fast food places for the AC. Anyway, I got a shirt from Urban and one from American Eagle so I guess I'm a happy camper lolBring on the college essays, extended essa, college scouting, etc. etc. etc.Btw- FOB on Kimmel was kind of strange to watch

2005-07-16T02:26:00.000-04:00

Hey.I'm back from Fiji and I'm really oddly jetlagged. Like the time difference was almost a whole day so I'm not falling asleep all over the place... in fact the opposite I'm freaking out with energy.I haven't gotten the new Harry Potter yet I should've been almost 3 hours into it by now! Argh argh. Therefore I'm reading the fifth one to quench my energy and the such.Things About Fiji off the

2005-06-28T02:33:00.000-04:00

The Head Automatica show was far, far too much fun. A well deserved dance party indeeeeed.+ tickets freeing up so that Effie Michelle and Maria could come along :)- Waiting almost an hour with Maria (= >7 cigarettes) for Aisha and Julian+ 80's music/ 'White Wedding' blasting between sets+ The Fury were pretty awesome.++ Nightmare of You bopping area + the midget couple dancing in front of me.+++

2005-06-26T22:00:00.000-04:00

Two really amusing online articles (random lol):"Chinese men measure up below the belt" (http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/7588582/)"Women's jeans inspire new trend: 'Fashioncore'" (http://www.lsureveille.com/vnews/display.v/ART/2004/03/15/405563981f51f)

2005-06-26T21:49:00.000-04:00

Friday- Randomly decided to go hang out in Union Square with Aisha Riana Tiggs and people... then we met up with Julian and some Irving dude let us in to the last half an hour of the sold-out Alk3 show. Freaking awesome. Saturday- I saw this show on Broadway called 'La Cage aux Folles' and it was seriously the best thing I've ever seen. For the most part it was a crossdressing cabaret, but that

2005-06-25T16:04:00.000-04:00

Off the falloutboylove community on LJ :"FOB is doing an MTV News bulletin where they go around New York City and bother people about being tested for HIV. Pete demonstrates a saliva test on Patrick, and tries to pick up some girl while they're talking to kids in Central Park.I'm pretty sure it made my night. morning. Whatever."Too. Good.

2005-06-24T17:28:00.000-04:00

Ugh I have sunburnt shoulders. GROANS. I'm a little bit tanner, not really noticeably anyway. For Amy's bday we went to Hurricane Harbor with her friends and I definantely ate twice my weight in junk food, gulped down gallons of chlorinated water, and had used up an entire bottle of sunblock. Whoo! lol and I had the biggest crush on one of the lifeguards :-XI'm really annoyed that the Alkaline

2005-06-22T11:10:00.000-04:00

SCHOOL's OUT!Now I'm off to Jersey. Be back Friday morning ish..

2005-06-19T23:33:00.000-04:00

Here's the plan.Buy a dart board.Stick a preferably ugly picture of person x in the middle (it's hard I know, pick your favorite).Throw darts hoping it hits dead center.Now get over it.that's better.

2005-06-19T16:55:00.000-04:00

I can't chill the fuck out because I'm too nervous about my exam grades because I'm so certain I failed at least two.

2005-06-16T21:32:00.000-04:00

I'm terribly worried about my Bio exam which I took this morning.. ugh bad, bad feeling about it.Aisha, Luis, Andrew, and I went on a 'ticket-run' to get Head Automatica tickets and KF-related tickets... and after walking to the Mercury Lounge from 23rd we got lazy and went for pizza. And then I pointed at the sky which had gone from a lovely blue to gray.Went to an indie cd store. Look up again,

2005-06-15T23:52:00.000-04:00

I have one more exam to go.... and I'm home free.Well, no. Unless I failed one. Which I am quite confident I did.I miss my friends. Studying pulls us apart lol. No I kid, for real.I had a dream with El Stresa and Senor B. in it last night. Rude awakening dare I say.

2005-06-11T16:19:00.000-04:00

My history exam was disasterous. Fuck you Red Bull for giving me ADD-ish behavior! I don't think I fully answered all of the document questions, I rambled (didn't articulate at all), and I ended up rewriting my essays and ugh... it just wasn't a good exam.Physics was probably worse. I hate the IB. Someone teach them proper english.Went to Jenny's to see Danielle whose visitng from Sweeeeeeeden

2005-06-08T22:07:00.000-04:00

Last day of real classes before the apocalypse... I have Physics and History on Friday WTF. There are about seven of us who have dualexams on Friday and we've all break freaking out...I got the yearbook today. Sighs.Yesterday was graduation. It was kind of bitter sweet. Too long standing up, stabbed too many times by the pin on my rose, too much oogling, too much bad gourmet food, too many things

2005-06-06T22:11:00.000-04:00

I despise the fact that my Higher History and Standard Physics exams are on the same day (THIS FRIDAY). And tomorrow is the senior graduation at the GA. After tomorrow I don't have to fucking care about that shithead anymore. Thank god. Rar rar.Oh god look at page 58 in the new AP with Nirvana on the cover and realize how badly I almost shit on myself at the loveliness. And FOB is all over the

2005-06-05T17:30:00.000-04:00

1. Happy Birthday Pete Wentz! You're an old man now. 2. OH MY FUCKING GOD HOW FUCKING HOT WAS IT TODAY?? Yeah, try 87 degrees. I almost died doing community service because I was actually broiling and by the end I was about to collapse from dehydration and being broiled. And Claire Helen and I waited like 15 minutes for a cab. It was likeTICK.TICK.Sizzle.TICK. TICK.TOCK.Ohmyfuckinggod.I seriously

2005-06-04T12:37:00.000-04:00

Obnoxiously echoed on my away message--WHO's GOING TO SEE COLDPLAY ON SEPTEMBER 7TH AT MADISON SQUARE GARDEN???ME.Yes, bitches. MuahahhaSo excited. ahhhhh

2005-06-03T22:54:00.000-04:00

Ughhh my stomach hurtssssssss.Fall Out Boy was on TRL today. Alot. It was a weird experience to see them perform but kind of happy making at the same time. There were more people than I thought there would be who knew them there or were just good at faking it.Bad news- Andrew McMahon from Something Corporate and Jack's Mannequin was diagnosed with Acute Lymphatic Leukemia but he's expected to

2005-06-02T23:32:00.000-04:00

Doctor Chiu says I had a case of Hypoglycemic shock yesterday (so it seems)... so eat your breakfast every morning. Make sure you have enough protein with your carbs and sugar.Fall Out Boy are going to perform on TRL tomorrow. I don't have school tomorrow cuz people are taking SAT/II's. Oy.I feel the earth move under my feet, I feel the sky come falling down.

2005-06-01T23:40:00.000-04:00

This morning I had some weird reaction... either related to hayfever or an allergic reaction to my Benadryl.. but either way it was pretty freaky. After I popped in my contacts suddenly everything became really bright and all I could see was flashing lights and I started losing my balance and I felt like puking and I started stumbling around... and then I somehow ended up in my room and I fainted

2005-05-31T22:52:00.000-04:00

Right now the T4s are at their prom less than a block away from my house... and me and Priscilla are trying to pull together a last minute Einstein project to do with SPF, skin, and UV Rays... and I had an allergy attack and took a Benadryl and feel so fucking drugged out... ughhh

2005-05-31T01:07:00.000-04:00

Things I've Achieved During Spring Break.-I cleaned my room.-Watch FUSE like crazy now that we got Time Warner cable (fuck a cow, RCN lol)That's about it lol, I didn't do much homework, or successfully install Roadrunner DSL onto my computer. Ungh.This week is going to be incredible, though.Tuesday we have normal classes.Wednesday is Einstein on the Beach = doing jackshit.Thursday is normal

2005-05-29T17:57:00.000-04:00

"Nothing good is happening..."In all seriousness, I feel like a wall has been erected around me and I don't feel in touch with reality or my friends or anything.What the fuck.For realz, my luck is running out. I don't know what I think about it. Kind of pissed je think.

2005-05-25T23:10:00.000-04:00

THE ALIAS SEASON FINALE WAS AMAZING....his name isn't Michael Vaughn. Ahhhh (watch and get it).The LOST finale was decent.Either way, J.J. Abrams is god.

2005-05-24T23:50:00.000-04:00

A few things before I collapse into bed--Seeing the Fall Out Boy video played on TRL on MTV and talked about by the VJs was a whole new experience for me. Still don't know what I think about it.I was supposed to go to Blood Brothers but instead went by myself to the knitting factory to see JACK'S MANNEQUIN. THEY ARE INCREDIBLE. Ahhhh. ANDREW McMAHON IS GOD. I'm so glad that I went. Even if I did

2005-05-22T19:12:00.000-04:00

...In sharp contrast to all my previous posts, I don't like That Boy very much anymore, I don't know how I can. Sometimes you don't need to know every thing/the whole story. What you see on the present is sufficient enough without having the dwell on past occurances.It's kind of a relief not having the burden of that huge crush, but it's also kind of bothersome because now I feel a little empty.

2005-05-21T00:17:00.000-04:00

Thursday- I went to the Foreign Language Festival at school and it was awesome. I loved how everyone just got up and danced in the middle of the theatre at the end... I think my favorite performances were the belly dancing, my brother's random dancing (LOL), THE JAPANESE DANCE SKIT (I seriously almost pissed on myself), and a few others...Today- I missed so many chances. But besides that.. uh lol

2005-05-18T23:35:00.000-04:00

I will be doing Community Service in FIJI from June 28th to July 14th.Petty rant: ACCEPTANCE AND ANBERLIN HAVE A SHOW AT THE DOWNTOWN ON JULY 10th....and Jen sits and cries because she's missing her hearts.Waaaaahhhh.

2005-05-18T16:23:00.000-04:00

05/17/2005 Fall Out Boy On TRL - June 3rd Fall Out Boy will be performing on TRL during their "Spankin New Sounds Of Summer Week" in Las Vegas on June 3!aaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!

2005-05-16T12:36:00.000-04:00

I'm home for my double free and I have to go back for Physics Math and Chinese in like 25 minutes... groans. Whyyy can't I just fucking stay home for a day. Not in the mooooood.He eats! lol sad.

2005-05-15T22:29:00.000-04:00

After an unsuccessful trip to the 'Lighthouse Posh Sale' (well Maria got Oscar de la Renta shoes for $20), I got a pair of Blue Cult jeans for $38 on Friday and the hapiness lasted me a few hours until the nighttime, when I had a bit of a spastic emo fest and had crazy desperate thoughts about ways to talk to that boy. Pathetico like I don't know what.Helen Claire and I almost died of exhaustion/

2005-05-10T23:12:00.000-04:00

So maybe I am a moron and coward for being in the library and not doing anything. By the end of this week, je promis.Aisha and I went to Conan to see FOB. We didn't get standby tickets so we walked around Rockerfeller Center with Tiggs and her friend for an hour or so... went back to NBC Studios and caught up with the Fall Out Boys before they left. We had a longer-than-usual convo with Andy

2005-05-10T00:54:00.000-04:00

The library was seriously my favorite place to be the entire day today. It wasn't even funny how happy it made me. Ask Maria. I think I was flushed for part of lunch. And I was defffffinentally a lurker last period. LOL you don't have to understand that.Today is going to rule. FOB @ Conan (if we can get spots it will be incredible) then Acceptance and Head Automatica at the Bowery Ballroom. Too

2005-05-09T00:18:00.000-04:00

I'm so drained. Rahhh Happy Mother's Day for you mothers out there...Punchline on Saturday was fun. I love their shows more than I care to admit.Cisek's play was really amusing on Friday. Also on Friday I was walking up the stairs looking completely drugged out and I almost walked into That Boy and like cried lol oy

2005-05-05T01:03:00.000-04:00

Soo FALL OUT BOY last night! For serious, Myspace led me to talk to so many people. Shoutouts ensue. I went to Tower in the morning instead of english to get my 2nd copy of the FOB CD and my wristband for the preshow soundcheck... and right afterschool we ended up walking and cabbing our way to Irving. People came and went, socialized a whole bunch... the staff wouldnt let Beckett in cuz he lost

2005-05-03T01:39:00.000-04:00

Groans, I'm exhausted.College fair was fun until I realized I'm never getting into college. Watch me go to Rutgers or something. Oy. My family would freaking disown me. I definantely stalked this one boy with a green hoodie from some other school when I wasn't spazzing about bumping into blank.Faaaaaaaall Out Boy today! So excited, so excited.Goodnight.

2005-04-30T17:25:00.000-04:00

I got a haircut today but it's more of a trim than anything else. Random lolJenn y Amy --> Danke muchos for calling me throughout Bamboozle Day 2! I wish that I could've gone :(I GOT THE NEW FOB CD IN THE MAIL TODAY. It's amazing. It really is. I can't stop playing the life out of it. Ahhh.

2005-04-30T00:49:00.000-04:00

F.E.W. Fundraiser-slash-highschoolrockbandsshowcase = amusing.thelovelyonewasthere. lolJamisonParker/LolaRay show was awesome. Ahh.+ JamisonParker's set- Playing only Your Song 'Notes and Photographs' and the rest were new...+ Dancing upstairs to Lola Ray+ "Big ups to the dance party upstairs!" John (singer)+ Talking to Jamison for a long, long time. He's so fucking awesome I can't even describe

2005-04-27T23:33:00.000-04:00

I've got a bad feeling about this. No, not 'this.' Everything-But aside from that, it was the T4s last real day of school...(MariaJenSigh) now they’ve got a week or so to study for IB exams which should be killer.My head hurts, it's been like this for a day or something. And this disgusting sinking feeling mixed with butterflies in my stomach. Anxiety and Dread, probably. Excitement for Fall Out

2005-04-26T22:29:00.000-04:00

At freaking 11PM last night I got an email from the Acceptance Mailing list saying they were randomly playing a [CD Release] show as Good Charlotte's opening band at some Radio promo thing. Run off sentence but I care little. I emailed the link and ten minutes later and got two tickets which MADE MY NIGHT.Fast forward past melodramatic day, me and Riana went to Radio City and got my tickets, then

2005-04-25T22:29:00.000-04:00

Right after school Aisha Maria and I made a mad dash out of math class and out onto the FDR. Where a free cab miraculously appeared to whisk us off to Fuse to see FOB. We got out early and ran in the rain like we were on the track team.. we were the last few people allowed inside the studios because we were lucky to have Riana and Tiggs there early to tell the Fuse people we were in a cab...We

2005-04-24T21:17:00.000-04:00

OMFG IM SO FREAKING EXCITED FOR FUSE AHHHHReally, I’m about to fall over.AHHH.

2005-04-23T16:30:00.000-04:00

Thursday-Went to get Jack's Mannequin tickets @ KF after my piano lesson, then I took the subway to the iPod store and try to get my iPod fixed but found out I needed an appointment. =SHIT. Then I went to the Bowery Ballroom and stood there for over an hour for my Acceptance tickets. AND NOBODY BOTHERED TO TELL ME I WAS WAITING AT THE WRONG VENUE even though I made it clear I wasn't there for

2005-04-20T22:34:00.000-04:00

I think I'm on parental controls with a time limit again....eeeeeeww.On a lighter note, we're back to April showers tomorrow according to the cracked out weatherman. Enjoy the beaaaaauutiful weather while it lasts!Ahh we had a fire drill today during SEVENTH PERIOD. Wtf indeed, but it was fucking fantastic. Fab.I missed Acceptance on FUSE today because I don't have that damn channel. Poop."Happy

2005-04-20T19:01:00.000-04:00

For those of you who don't have tickets to The Bamboozle Festival next weekend, you can still come town and take part in the fun! Due to overwhelming e-mails and phone calls from non-ticket holders, the event organizers have set up multiple FREE stages, giving everyone an opporitunity to be a part of this year's event! Check the replaies for more details.Some of the artists scheduled to appear

2005-04-19T22:51:00.000-04:00

I've definantely fooled my mother into believing that I have the talent and luck of 'discovering bands' with potential (like making it big), e.g. Fall Out Boy and Acceptance, in order to justify my contant trips to FUSE. I don't have talent I just end up falling in love with bands for good reason and their talent makes them successful.

2005-04-19T22:30:00.000-04:00

I love spring. I love running around in t-shirts. Je deteste my arms. I can't catch to save my life in softball. My bangs have begun to flip; I need a haircut... badly. I was definantely prancing around and raving like a lunatic at the WRONG TIMES, like when I left school and I was hollering and I turn around to see what I've been avoiding all freaking day since I didn't feel so great. Just when

2005-04-19T17:12:00.000-04:00

Not to offend anyone in any way, but...The new Pope (Benedict XVI) looks frightening. Scary. And reminds me of Chucky.

2005-04-18T21:47:00.000-04:00

I hate having bad days when it's beautiful weather outside... it was ridiculously warm today actually. Sighs I love spring.Shrugs.Still a pessimist. Quote my dad: "I hope when you go away to college, you won't come back." And later: "You know what I think about you. Check your cell phone voicemail to hear about it." "I cut off ties with people. Ask your mom. I don't scold people, I get right to

2005-04-17T23:10:00.000-04:00

-My iPod definantely broke in some sense of the word.= trip to the iPod store or a new iPod. Groans.+Fall Out Boy on Conan O'Brien May 10th. Watch it! What's on that day too? ACCEPTANCE, HEAD AUTOMATICA, A STATIC LULLABY, and VENDETTA RED. = AHHHH! But I can only stay for Acceptance And Head Automatica. Ahh anyway.+APRIL 25th: FOB @ FUSE. For serious, it's going to make my life.+APRIL 30:

2005-04-17T18:32:00.000-04:00

College tripping to Vasser (beautiful campus, good curriculum, pansy guide), Yale (extremely impressive and an awesome tourguide), and Wesleyan (less than my expectations)... I think I liked Yale the most even though I know for a fact I'll never get in. Backup plan is to go to a respectable school and then transfer over or something...Open Mic on Friday was awesome. PETERPAN COMPLEX,

2005-04-15T00:19:00.000-04:00

Misery loves me.I had a horrible, horrible day. UGH. This hasn't been a good week by any means (Thanks, Myspace). I'm so freaking relieved it's Friday tomorrow. Then I'm off to another college trip.I spent today ranting, bitching, backstabbing, hurting, dramatizing, and whining.I think the only good thing today was that Maria pointed out that I'm good at being discreet. e.g. when i oogle at The

2005-04-13T00:23:00.000-04:00

I seriously had the worst day today. Don't even try and match it. Without going into details, Fate hates my guts and has decided to taunt me. Endrant.I growled and snapped at people today and it felt good. PMSing sucks a cow.20 days.

2005-04-12T20:08:00.000-04:00

Sometimes the FALLOUTBOYLOVE Community on LiveJournal rocks. ...Like when SIX SONGS OFF THE NEW ALBUM ARE POSTED FOR MY DOWNLOADING PURPOSE.Aisha and I cried. Sang along. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

2005-04-11T23:08:00.000-04:00

Back to school! Groggy and wired at the same time, the trick is tea-with-milk-and-two-spoonfuls-of-sugar before leaving the house.I got a 6+ on my enlish commentary... then I got my SAT scores back and felt like I could do better, so here's to taking it again in September/October and never getting into a decent college! Whoooooo!Open mic night on Friday-- I'm performing.No, I lie, but the PETER

2005-04-10T21:54:00.000-04:00

Up before noon = major achievement even though I'm really groggy and spaced out.The best part of my day-- THE WORLD LIT PAPER ISN'T DUE MONDAY!!...says Isar. Who told Misha. Who told Jenny. Who told me. Who fell on the floor and cheered. It's too, too good.Alas, school tomorrow. I feel like break just started yesterday. It was fun while it lasted lol. And I still have to finish Perfume, my

2005-04-09T22:43:00.000-04:00

I'm back from visitingBROWNWELLESLEYAMHERSTTUFTSCollege, and I'm exhausted. Good times indeed lolMore later. I'm on the edge.Next weekend I'm doingVASSERYALEWESLLEYAN (did I spell that right?).Jeez but heck yes.

2005-04-07T16:03:00.000-04:00

Going on a college trip with Jenny and Misha and about an hour... whoooooo... back on Sunday.It's beautiful outside. Screw hoodies and blazers, prance around in a t-shirt and relish it.I have a bruise on my leg and a tiny cut on my forehead from the show yesterday lol

2005-04-07T02:18:00.000-04:00

Before I forget, we had amazing weather today.Like real SPRING weather.73 degrees, motherfuckers!=tshirts and over dressed minions like myself who walked out the door with tshirt, hoodie, and blazer and quickly stripped down to the tshirt as soon as I stepped outside.

2005-04-07T01:49:00.000-04:00

I had an awesome day after all, and still got some homework done. YES BITCHES.Went to FUSE with Aisha and her cousin Khalid to see HOT HOT HEAT and MUSE. Equals excitement to its fullest. Got there, found Amanda Heather and Tranette, proceeded to hang around for a while... until Hot Hot Heat walked in and my eyes bulged and I had eye sex with their singer. He winked at me and people saw. I was

2005-04-06T12:04:00.000-04:00

OBviously, I'm not meant to ever see Hidden in Plain View again. The last time I missed them I was @ SAT class and Aisha had to call me the entire set. Today they're randomly playing with Allister and LTJ and I must go. My head's about to explode cuz I've been sitting here trying to finish fucking homeowork. I think I'll stay for HIPV even though I'm a bad fan and still havent bought their CD

2005-04-05T22:16:00.000-04:00

I missed two Hot Hot Heat in-stores, but at least I get to see them @ Fuse tomorrow.

2005-04-05T22:01:00.000-04:00

Let's start whining cuz we can't go to Bamboozle and I'm procrastinating. I wanted to go to Saturday but it got sold out. FuckkersssssFRIDAY, APRIL 29TH, 2005GATES: 4:00PMACCEPTANCEANBERLINANTERABBAEBLEEDING THROUGHBLOOD BROTHERSCAFFEINEDROPPING DAYLIGHTEXTOLFINCHFLASHLIGHT ARCADEFUNERAL FOR A FRIENDHASTE THE DAYI CAN MAKE A MESSIT DIES TODAYKANE HODDERKEVIN DEVINELUX COURAGEOUSMINUS THE

2005-04-05T15:37:00.000-04:00

I wish I were outside. Weatherbug is taunting me with a 'current temperature of 62 degrees' and I can see how beautiful the weather is outside of my window. I want to shop or something. Girly moment indeeeed. Instead I'm stuck inside doing two planning labs for Physics. Ugh.I woke up in a weird way. Around 10 some dude called my cell.Jen: Hello?Guy: Hey, Jennie?Jen: Yeah...Guy: Guess who it is?

2005-04-05T01:41:00.000-04:00

Sunday night - Irish Night @ Tima's.....except it inevitably became a Cillian Murphy movie marathon because he's the most fabulous Irish actor out there.Movies:Disco PigsInterMission28 Days laterBoondock SaintsI love Cillian Murphy more than life. Let's just leave it at that lolMonday - Straylight Run!Luis won tickets = the only reason I got in. Maria bough a ticket from a fucking scalper in

2005-04-02T23:23:00.000-05:00

Shitty, SHITTY weather. Brings on a whole new meaning to April showers when you walk home from getting tested for Celiac at Columbia Medical Center, and after 1 1/2 blocks you're soaked head to toe regardless if you used your umbrella or not.I had eye sex with a really cute boy on the subway as my mom took a nap/ LOL, for serious.Um... Irving tomorrow for FOB tix and dinner with Falafel and the

2005-04-01T21:30:00.000-05:00

I'm growing weary of all these deaths in the news...e.g. Terri Schiavo, Johnny Cochran, Perdue guy, Mitch ____ (comedian; it's funny I can't remember his last name), and inevitably the Pope.Sighs. Makes you rethink your position and thankful to be alive.Emoemoemoemoemo. I haven't been outside since Wednesday.

2005-04-01T17:52:00.000-05:00

Creepy--http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/7209312/?GT1=6305

2005-03-31T20:45:00.000-05:00

IamsofuckingfullIwanttopuke.Bleh.Acceptance pictures: community.webshots.com/user/angrylittleme3Enjoy!

2005-03-31T00:56:00.000-05:00

Acceptance show that almost wasn't:Maria and I get to the obscure hole-in-the-wall Tribeca Rock Club and the bouncer who looks like Sawyer from Lost but more agreeable says "It's sold out." Jen's jaw drops.Talk to both JasonVena and Christian and both say they'll try and get us in. Jason talks to the bouncer for a few minutes and starts waving his arms a bit and pointing to us but the bouncer

2005-03-30T00:41:00.000-05:00

I am badly craving Thai food from UN....takes a bite of Jello.:-(

2005-03-29T19:48:00.000-05:00

I Am the Avalanche show last night @ Maxwells in Hoboken, NJ was lots and lots of fun. SO many people that I recognized from Myspace and Irving/Continental shows lol. In all seriousness, 5-person mosh pits can be dangerous. Point taken from me, Aisha, and Maria's various bruises from standing in front of the stage. Quotes:"STEVE GRABBED MY BOOBS!""No. I win. Vinnie grabbed mine."Then I was a bum

2005-03-27T22:50:00.000-05:00

rant post.so aisha and i went to luke & leroys to see the sounds yesterday around 9:30. we left at 11:20 after we talked to some guy who was on the phone with the sounds's manager and sed that two of the guys were coming at the earliest 1:30 (to 4:00 AM).fuckers. i wanted to see them so bad... i hate being naively optimistic.

2005-03-27T22:27:00.000-05:00

good day but damage control for marias date yesterday lolol...maria and i went to washington square park because its our favorite place in the world and sat in the circle place with some sort of circus-reject entertainer... anyway so maria got up in the middle and rode on his shoulders atop a unicycle and i definantely haaven't laughed that hard for 5 minutes in a long, long time. and i rule and

2005-03-26T16:01:00.000-05:00

Thursday was a good day.We had an assembly with all these NYU college kids in some sort of gender awareness seminar... one of them was really hot. They made us ask them questions to figure out which one identified themselves as straight... and since any guy I like tends to be gay or very metrosexual borderline gay, I realized that the cute one must be gay. Yeah, it's a sad reality. Somebody asked

2005-03-24T02:09:00.000-05:00

So my word count is almost 3,000 and counting.....I then proceed to look at the IA guideline booklet which says 1,500-2,000 words.....Ohboy. Shitshitshitshitshit // I can't find things to delete.

2005-03-24T00:04:00.000-05:00

- History Internal Assessment on Rasputin = the end of me.- Speaking of the end of me, time is running out. LOL- Afterschool emofest like WHAT. Quotes: "What if he cried for you?" and "He has a nice ass" Lmao... - Nouvelle shoes are love.- I need to finish reading Perfume. Or Cisek will eat me alive.- Tomorrow will rule. Sleeping in and then SPRING BREAK. Ungh it rules too much. -

2005-03-21T23:56:00.000-05:00

I fucking love the Backstreet Boys. I saw them at Irving tonight and I almost fell over with happiness. Pictures et review later because it's so worth it.Zooz and I had a sadist moment where we wanted to go to the volleyball game today to see if the other team was deaf.Maria and I were in bad shape today.

2005-03-20T23:25:00.000-05:00

1. history internal assessment draft bullshitted up to 2000 words = hot shit2. bio test studying = must get cracking on it3. world lit paper = mmmm4. physics planning lab planning = nonexistantwhoo!maria had her 22nd birthday party at cozys cafe yesterday and it was hella fun. aisha and i had trouble finding it even though she and maria did hookah there the day before lol. i got these new shoes

2005-03-20T01:45:00.000-05:00

i wish i were there. at SXSW... (http://www.absolutepunk.net/showthread.php?t=64092)

2005-03-19T18:43:00.000-05:00

last night---mr kahns play (better the second time around)-baskin robbins for 3 hours (skipped cast after party) LOL-jennys house (sleeeeeeeep)in all seriousness, The Boy is lovely. he really really really really is.

2005-03-17T00:24:00.000-05:00

before i forget--BOYS LIE.

2005-03-17T00:19:00.000-05:00

i changed my mind; the Boy looks like geoff rickly. which is interesting because geoff is a bit of a musical god. jeeeeez.i enjoy sitting in the hallway like a lurker lol, its hella amusing.i had two coconut buns plus a huge burger for dinner. if i were more petty i'd cry about gaining weight, but they were gooooood.burp.

2005-03-16T01:11:00.000-05:00

maria is obviously not good for my health because she messes with my head by filling it with lovely thoughts of brazity. and then i become neurotic and crazy emo. point taken as i sat in the corner with my hood over my head as maria got ready to stake out on the plaza. groans.

2005-03-15T00:06:00.000-05:00

Jack's Mannequin and Fall Out Boy are making this day a little more TOLERABLE.As much as we may be gaining in May and June, we're still losing something (I'll miss that). <-- Ambiguous in a bad way.Dude. Derek from FFTL looks like The Boy. It's frightening almost. Especially their new Myspace photo, i think i almost fell over.Fall Out Bizzle on May 3rd!

2005-03-14T01:39:00.000-05:00

"..He looks good when he plays..."I think that's all I heard.This is getting really, really, really bad.

2005-03-13T14:48:00.000-05:00

Alien vs. Predator chopstick comic:> http://alienlovespredator.com/index.php?id=32 LMAO.